Today is a good day.

Lord I offer my life to You

Everything I have been thru

Use it for Your glory

Lord I offer my day to You

Lifting my praise to You

As a pleasing sacrifice...

Thank You,Lord.

Today is for You.

I completed the mission I promised.

May God continue to bless CUS.

I'm beyond my potential

when I do things for God.

Word cannot express how excited I feel now.

Love it.

Next,eat to the fullest in Ipoh!

Woohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

150 friendship.

Thank you for your company.

Fatigue.

I don't know.

It hurts.

I really feel like crying.

I'm weak...

He is the reason.

Song on repeat : Do this in memory of Me.

Weather : Sunny. 25 degree Celsius. Estimated 32 in the afternoon.

Activity : last paper at 2:15pm,end 4:15pm

Night plan : Pizza hut with friends.

Wanna say : Jesus I love you very much.

Soon,I'll close my chapter as a "first year junior".

Probably the sayang from seniors will be less.

But I'm not worry.

Love is always be there.

In fact,love is everywhere.

I have to discover it myself.

Most importantly,God loves me.

Oh Lord,how can I keep quiet when someone love me so much?

I wanna tell everyone!

JESUS LOVES ME!!!!

Shoo emptiness.

Phew~

Saying rosary outside is rare.

Thou feed mosquitoes,it is unusual.

The wind is so tender,and the night is so calm.

I was all alone,but somehow loneliness cures.

Daddy did right this time.

Called at the right time.

I miss you all,very much.

It's ok,I'm coming home soon.

:)

Physical fatigue can make me no mood also.

Stupid legs hurt for two or three days already.

and my biceps!

My right hand was shaking today when I answered my first paper.

I didn't exercise that much also.

The reason still remained mysterious.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm...

Need to deal with loneliness.

Best way : PRAY.

I told my friends just now,

they laughed at me and said you also will lonely one kah?

Sigh... I do,ok?

More often than anybody else I guess.

So pray is the best way.

I didn't ask for anything,

but God sent angels.

:)))

Thank you,mother Mary.

I know you pray for me.

Thank you,Grace.

You has always been a good friend.

Thank you,daddy and mummy.

I love you!

Time to study lo! ^^

I'm tired.

It had been a tough day.

Well,thank God I'm still alive.

Better luck tomorrow.

I need somebody to talk.

But I know,

nobody is there.

Mask

Look,we all wear masks,every one, every day.

And sometimes we wear them so much,

we forget who we really are.

And sometimes, if we are lucky,

someone comes along and

shows us who we really wanna be,

who we should be.

If you've found one,

cherish that person.

Little entertainment.

鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅嗯~~~鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅嗯~~~鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅嗯~~ ~烂机车发不动~~~鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅鹅嗯

HAHAHA...

listen to it using google translate.

LOL

My problem solved.

Jesus loves me.

There are many people love me.

Throughout this lent session,study week until now, the blessed holy week,

I slowly realized that there are still many people love me.

My seniors do,my CUS friends do,my roommates do,my coursemates do,everyone do.

Through them,I can see Jesus is indeed caring for me.

He sends many angels when I asked for a friend.

Maybe I was so blind that I focused too much on the painful friendship

till I closed my heart to everyone.

But now,I'm not afraid anymore.

The phrase "the love will always come back" from the station of the cross,

touched me.

God will reveal His love through people around us.

Sometimes,we are parted from our love one,

like now,I'm away from my family,

my legion members,my kaki minum(tea la of coz)

but don't worry,

Love will always come back.

She said cherish every friendship you have.

Friends are meant to share each other's burden.

Yeah,I should not fear to love other people.

Most importantly,should not be afraid for not being loved back.

Because love never leaves like God.

God is love.

Jesus resurrected but He promised to send the helpers,The Spirit,

to fill the church.

With His promise,I should not be afraid.

Thanks for everything,Lord.

Not that low profile after all

There is one type of care

called silence.

There is one type of love

called company.

I know I don't have to tell,

you'd know.

Don't you know I need attention?

It's essential for me.

Just a bit is enough...

I don't want to be forgotten.

I don't want to be neglected.

I miss you,big fat sheep.

My sister is so goofy.

fyi,she is just a well-protected princess at home.

I mean who doesn't love her,so adorable!

hahaha..

I was asking her,

what she want when I go Ipoh.

Guess what,she asked for a teddy.

>< a 20 years old girl,ask for a teddy.

Oh no,I didn't say it's wrong.

Just... Hmmmm,cute I named it.

hahahaha...

then I asked her,

What to buy for my mum

She was like buy her a rotan

can rotan ah dai(my dog).

OMG.

She'll never grow up.

I hope she wouldn't.

:)

Kambing Sesat

Are you scared?

Are you angry?

Are you abducted?

Luke 15:3-5

Lord,find and bring her back...

mehhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

Many things stay the same but not people.

Hong Kong style.

Peaceful with you.

XP

Hmmm.. this one,not so great. Dull..

I prefer this the most.

Got the romance feels.

Where is my prince charming?

Ah Nah,I'm not a princess.

=P

I'm just a ordinary student

who wear sport shoes,

not glass heels.

Dear Heart

Answer me,honey.

Are you alright?

Why are you so quiet?

I can't feel your heartbeat anymore.

Are you still living?

I'm breathing but I'm lifeless.

I'm talking but I'm soul-less.

Where is my spirit?

Where is my courage?

Where is my heart?

Since when,I numb my heart....

Cramming for exam

I have no idea why I'd end up here.

Bad time management,most probably.

I blame no one but trying my best to workout with whatever I have.

And I promise myself I'm not going to do this anymore in future.

It is beyond torture.

Night life never suit me that much.

And time seems to pass by real fast at night.

Bear with me,body.

I swear this will be the last time.

cool people.

破茧而出

我輕輕地舞著，在擁擠的人群之中。

你投射過來異樣的眼神。

詫異也好，欣賞也罷。

並不曾使我的舞步凌亂。

因為令我飛揚的，不是你注視的目光。

而是我年輕的心。

-第一次亲密接触-

生命中，有多少人可以

为自己

认真地活一次。

请给我无比的勇气，

让我为了自己

努力活出自我。。

A gift from heaven.

I never really expected I will come to this point,Lord.

I was initially nothing.

You give me a family,home.. a shelter.

Mum dotes on me since I was small.

Although now the things have been a little bit complicated,

I still be able to bear it and put my hope on You,

for You know what is the best for me.

I thank You for the trials in life,

each day,they break me and You use the broken pieces

to mould me into a better person.

I know I don't deserve anything good,

but because You love me,

You provide everything essential to me,

unexpected good result,caring friends,hostel to stay...

everything...

Lord,Thank You.

Word couldn't express how gratitude I am.

:)

During my time of difficulties,

help me to recall back the good thing You've done for me,

and never afraid to cast my trust,hope on You.

Amen.

I love You,Jesus.

Thank you,Mother Mary for standing by me.

It is a blessed day.

In fact, everyday will be one,

as long as Jesus is my hope.

I'm sooooooooooooo neutral.

OMG,how can I feel nothing at all while final is just tomorrow?

Seriously,nothing at all.

I don't feel nervous,I don't feel scared,I don't feel excited...

Is that a good sign?

Still got time to daydream...

and can I not study?

I can't sit still,

it's killing me!

URGH...

Talked to my mum more often recently.

I miss her more than ordinary.

Funny story,mum told me I was suppose to be a son during ultrasound.

Hmmmm... interesting.

Inaccuracy had disappointed my parents I think.

Since she always bring up the topic that she can't bear my dad a son.

Hey,no matter I'm a boy or girl,I will still be a filial anak k?

Mum,don'tcha worry,daughter is always better than son.

LOL

I believe that and I'm gonna prove it!

I'm not a boy but I'll protect my family!

I'm not stupid,I'm just

lazy

Zzzz

Good morning.

Repeat the song PRICE TAG like a million times.

NICE~

To someone,

Do I have a second chance?

WWW addiction.

Talked to Evelyn today in church.

We were talking about facebook addiction.

And I told her,I just can't live a single day without my facebook.

Then she told me several thing which really stimulated me to think.

She said facebook is nothing but a place for curious people aka kepoh people.

Then I thought of it.

Ya,facebook was initially invented for people to socialize,

meeting new friends or the opposite way,

to contact with long lost friends.

However,see how do we use it now?

To comment on a status posted by someone besides you?

Or simply discuss about some brainless thing?

and Yes,it is for kepoh people like me,

who so wanted to know the things that happen around me,

or probably knowing other people thoughts...

Sometimes I go on facebook to check whether someone leave me a msg or not.

come on la,if important then won't post on facebook la.

Sometimes eventhou no one post anything on my wall,

I still can loiter around for the whole day.

What am I waiting for?

Some important message?

Some important people saying something important?

I think too highly of myself,

I thought I can handle it.

I think I need to stop..

There's no way I can run but to face it.

God,help!!!

All is well.

Don't know how I feel now.

But definitely better than last two days.

Crazy session in church.

Had a long car ride.

Calm me down a bit.

I guess I just miss home.

Miss those time I drive around aimlessly.

Or maybe I really stressed out.

Not sure...

Now,

Time to wake up and focus.

God helps those who help themselves.

I must not let stress conquer me.

Palm Sunday mass tomorrow,

Jesus is entering to Jerusalem,

His journey of salvation started there.

We as Christian is entering the Holy Week.

A time we should repent and go back to God

at the same time,prepare ourselves for coming Easter.

Let me emo

I guess I like to torture myself.

I like to make myself cry.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

Serve me right.

Grown up

"Don wan u ppl to worry mah! Akeke... 365days same de lar! I very strong full of antibody nw! Coz eat jor many medi!"

My sister is stronger than I thought.

:)

You must be strong.

Appearance seriously doesn't tell anything about a person personalities.

A smile actually can hide so much pain.

If you don't encourage people,at least don't discourage.

You know my name,don't know my story.

I know it is hard to find a good friend today,

because as you come closer with a person,

you'd slowly realize the imperfection of that person,

her frustration,her temper,her insecurity...

That is why I don't blame people for leaving

because I know everyone have their own problem.

At the same time,I'm thankful there is still a handful of friends

who never fail to show their concern,

not because they are problem free

but I believe it is because they care.

Or should I say,they don't know my story?

Probably...

Whatever it is,be thankful,

appreciate things around you

small and big...

I want to go home so much but I'm scared.

I'm encouraging my sisters via the phone,thru facebook

On the other end,I'm crying in front of the computer

Her words stung me...

And I know it's not easy for her.

so do I.

I'm learning to let go.

I'm learning to control.

F.A.M.I.L.Y.

I know you two need to communicate

do it in a soft way k?

please stop fighting.

:)

Weird but interesting day

Coma

To dream that you are in a coma, indicates your helplessness and inability to function in some given situation. You are not prepared for the major changes that are happening around you. Alternatively, your dream coma state may reflect what is really happening to your body when you are in the dream stage of sleep. In this stage of sleep, your body remains immobile as if it was paralyzed; commonly referred to as REM paralysis

Bald

To dream that you are going bald, suggests a lack of self-esteem or worries about getting older. Alternatively, baldness symbolizes humility, purity, and personal sacrifice. You are at a stage in your life where you are confident in fully exposing yourself.

Hair

To dream that you are losing your hair, denotes that you are concerned with the notion that you are getting older and losing your sex appeal and virility. You are preoccupied with aging and your appearance. Losing your hair also signifies a lack of strength; you do not have the power to succeed in an undertaking. You may be feeling weak and vulnerable.

Yes,I had a dream this morning. I'm in deep coma. My family and friends were there. Crying beside me but I just couldn't wake up... And due to certain disease I guess, all my hair drops. I was bald. Above are some description of my dream, some of them are quite true. Hmmmmm... Interesting. I rarely dream last time.

Then I woke up because of my menstrual pain. Sharp pain at my abdomen the whole day. I couldn't even do a single thing until this afternoon. I tried to distract myself by studying real hard. At last I gave up because it was too pain. I cuddle myself like a prawn. Then,I watched a movie,eventually it cured. Don't ask me, I also don't know why. The charm of Wang Lee Hom,perhaps? haha..

Went to Mydin,wanted to buy Rocky. Sold out. Sigh... Thank God,there is still another type of biscuit I prefer:- Lexus. So bought that one. After that, headed to my ten shop to buy d big plastic bag. There is this little girl so cute,kept calling us che che,stood in front of me and smiled to me. When we left,she waved and bid us goodbye. Sweet and lovely!!! I wanted to kidnap her. =DD

Overall, today is quite balance.

Solemn prayer

I seriously know what I have to go thru this week.

It's gonna be a tough one.

God,give me strength.

I need You.

Mother Mary,be with me.

tired.

I'm so the very tired bah...

The only thing I did today was studying.

Why do I feel like I've just climbed a mountain?

No,climbing a mountain also not tired.

I just feel very tired,physically....

I don't know how to pray,Lord.

In the same way the Spirit also comes to help us, weak as we are. For we do not know how we ought to pray ; the Spirit himself pleads to God for us in groans that words cannot express.

-Romans 8:26-

Do you ever experience this? When you're too depressed, you just don't know what to say in prayer. In short, you don't know how to talk to God.

For a fraction of second,I get so frustrated with Biochemistry. I just went out of my room to a quiet corner,the staircase. The wind was so tender and I started to call out for Holy Spirit, to teach me how to pray for I really don't know what to say.

And this line struck me : Lord,I'm not worthy to receive You but only say the word and I shall be healed. The sentence we normally say before receiving Holy Communion.

So I kept repeating that line like for thousands times and it eventually calm me down.

Phew~ STupid Biochemistry,I have a Big GOD and I'm not afraid of you!!! Mehhhhh =P

God is indeed beyond awesome. Praise the Lord,I'm brave enough to continue my revision again.

Hahaha,my story.

Noob

I eat two apples everyday.

The first one must be crunchy but tasteless.

Mere fiber I guess.

Second one,sweet but not crunchy,sandy.

All fructose.

Haiz,nothing is perfect.

I shouldn't ask too much.

I think I seriously need to do something.

I have to leave.

No,I can't stay here any longer.

I'm going to spoil myself.

Too many temptations here.

I'm going to....

THE LIBRARY

tomorrow!!!!

Sigh,

Do I have to?

YEssssssss

How bad it is

Quarrel

To dream that you are quarreling with someone, refers to some hidden negativity that you have toward someone in your waking life. You are having difficulties expressing your negative feelings and thus the dream is trying to draw those feelings out. You need to express them in order to resolve the internal conflict. Alternatively, the dream suggests some turmoil that is bothering you inside. You are under extreme tension and stress.

To overhear quarreling in your dream, denotes dissatisfaction with some waking situation.

Into study week

Yap,reading reading reading!

Songs. I can't live without music seriously.

Lappy and maybe some toys to talk with. hahaha~

night light.

And of course snacks!

All the best for those who are sitting for your exam.

If you're stressed,come to my room.

I'll make you a coffee and we'll talk k?

:)

We can do it!!!!

YEAH~!

有首歌让我想起你

以前不喜欢的，现在却很喜欢

想起当时你兴致勃勃地向我推荐那首歌，那套戏

不仅觉得你很可爱，也很感伤没有认同你

也许就是那时侯，距离慢慢的隔离了我们

因为观点不同，想法不一

所以我们只能当回普通朋友。

虽然不甘心，可是我仍愿还给友情

该有的自由。

Had a nightmare.

Ah dai died.

End of d story.

==

Why I always have this kind of unhappy dream?

feel so sayang-ed

Chicken,mushroom and large portion of love!

Felt hungry.

so I ate 4 pieces of pisang goreng,

unexpected big bowl of mee sua

and later, my dinner!

Wakakakakakaka...

She kept her promise

Yay!!

and I took all the mushroom...

LOL

Happy to be spoilt by someone.

:))))))))

Don't worry

about the un-necessaries.

Remind me of what Fr Robert told me.

There are things that are out of our control.

In fact,there are many...

I know but I can't control myself

from thinking too much!!!!

><

and the word TRY comes in.

XD

Too much drama recently.

The story trying to reveal something.

If I'm the character,I won't want to meet him.

A guy who loves me wholeheartedly but we can't stay with each other.

However...

I tried so hard to think of you,

let me fall deeply in love with you once again,

then learn to forget.

I don't want to forget about you,

although I know I can,I might,I will

I would rather remember all the pain.

It's kinda impossible to keep the good one ONLY

and forget the pain.

I guess every relationship ends like this.

The day you leave,

you take along every happiness

and leave me here with loneliness and hurt.

I'll carry on and hope that one day,

you will find your she,and I'll find my he.

someone who complements our existence

Maybe you're the wrong person.

Maybe you're the right person who came at the wrong time.

Maybe you're the right person who came at the right time but wrong reason.

Maybe you're the right person who came at the right time,for a right reason,but we just didn't mean to be together.

变态

Bloated from keropok lekor and fishball.

Best way to stop me from eating too much.

eat so so so so much until I don't feel like eating anymore

and eventually thought that eating that food is a torture.

So,yeah.. don't feel like eating keropok lekor and fishball anymore.

HAHAHAHAA...

I'm letting you go...

Thou pain,goodbye!

Sorry, but I have to...

move on.

Read this when you're discouraged.

To myself,

In future,whenever you're depressed, please remember what you have promised to yourself.

It's not that scary.It only takes a little bit of patience,a little bit of faith and a little bit of focus.

I'm going to overcome my stress. Nothing can stop me. Nobody can put me down except myself, my attitude. Bear in mind that you're who you think you wanna be. I'm not going to let other people words affect me anymore.

Dean list ah dean list, here I come!

Thank You,Lord for everything including my forgetfulness.

Thank You,Lord for locking myself again outside my room.

Thank You,Lord for the sun.

Thank You,Lord for the kai2 to kb mall.

Thank You,Lord for Mega Mac.

Thank You,Lord for the unexpected good result.

Thank You,Lord for a bunch of good friends.

Thank You,Lord for guiding me during my exam today.

Thank You,Lord for everything.

Please bless JL,heal her and bless her with good health again. Amen. :)

Yipeeeeeeeeeee.. satisfied.

How to bear

When you do all the job,other people take the credit?

When you ask someone to teach you,she just said she don't know without even bother to look at me?

When someone say she is not good,in the end her result is so much better than yours?

I'm just a little bit imbalance. Sigh...

Why I share everything with my friends while they are so selfish?

Is it called unfair?

And why is the line so bad when I need it the most?

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

I'm so annoyed.

friend or boyfriend?

First of all,I'm not jealous that you have a boyfriend.

And having a boyfriend is good

and you respect your bf,vry good.

But can you pls make your own decision,

don't everything ask your bf la.

pls la,annoying betul ni.

Now I have to agree

don't get a friend who has a bf,

very hard to communicate.

hahahaha..