When you stress...

My CI said..

You need to pray,you need to talk to God.

Just another bad day.

The glasses of my watch is cracked.
WHO DID THAT???

I lost my tupperware bottle AGAIN.
I think it was left in the cafe.
Hopefully still can find it thou I know chance will be very small.

Many things have to be edited for my research
280 respondents for my sample size.
Oh God,save me.
WHERE GOT SO MANY PREGNANT WOMEN AROUND???

Brochure and video clip...
I'm FORCED to do quasi-experimental study
Wow,sounds cool,right?
Damn, I don't even know what the heck is quasi-experimental.

Wanted to buy some food for supper.
purposely drive there after mass.
THEY ARE NOT SELLING IT TONIGHT!!!

Back, there is this big cockroach crawling on my table
SHIT SHIT,run here and there
KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After a tough fight,GO TO HELL YA DIRTY  BUG!

ps: why is this stupid internet doesn't let me post this!!!???
T.T
*deep deep depressed*

想家

其实想念是最痛苦的一件事了
我真的很怕，只怕想家。
好难过哦，怎么办？

大姨妈和proposal presentation

很像有点压力，紧张了
不停得感到焦虑不安
不停的看戏，做家务，打扫房间
洗衣，熨衣服
搞到自己腰酸背痛的才甘愿
该留点体力上班和练习明天的presentation了

不过，房间变干净了。。
好开心哦
哈哈 ：)

老娘可是杀了三只蛛蛛，赶走一条壁虎的
不打扫还好，打扫了原来我住在盘丝洞
蜘蛛网灭，头发灰尘再见~~~

#成就感

SAD

Suddenly feeling down to the valley
Don't ask me why
T.T
<////3

SATU orang

一个人，真的不知道该
说什么
作什么
吃什么
看什么
想什么

不过，听听王力宏的歌
很舒服

People who read this

You're beautiful and I love you.

我只是不想失去你

如果你知道结果是失去，你还会珍惜吗？
有朋友说，就是因为结果是失去，才要珍惜
况且世间有什么是永恒的呢？
不珍惜，不坚持就什么都得不到了
不是吗？

Bad experience

Tayar pancit = 130
Insurance = 158
Roadtax = 70
Service = 90
Battery = 50

Please be good to me, my car.

Thanks for being honest. I know it won't leak/pancit on its own. I don't remember I did hit anything sharp before I handed it to you. I have so much bad experience of lending my car to other people. Everytime I lend it to other people,sure I have to pay to repair. It never come back to me in good piece. Even if it is like just for three days. I feel so disheartened, upset, disappointed and unfair. After I tested you then you confess. In God's grace, I'll forgive you. Sometimes, I do hate the word "sorry" because it doesn't solve the problem.(what I really think which is not good)
At the same time, I thank God for giving me such a good and supportive family. Nobody will ever treat me like how they have treated me. I just wished that I don't have to spend so much money and caused burden to them anymore. Hopefully everything will be alright now. Definitely stressed out when my car broke down. Me also broke.

Anyway, Move On...

独立独立！

这年头找个伴真难
还是靠自己吧！
加油！

;)

我的家

为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

离家的两个月
还有三个月

痛

主，如果你愿意

请免去我的痛苦吧

但别照我的意愿去承行

一切都尊照你的计划成就于我吧

teach me to say

Thy will be done..

Close report

Done my clinical management today...
Did my running assessment also...
Phew,finally.. shoulder feel lighter..
However,submission of research proposal and bedside presentation
coming soon~
Meeehhh :-\

Hi,loneliness,long time no see
:')

Saya Cina

Asal mana?
Iban kah ni?

=.=
Sarawak
Saya Cina

Hi,nice to meet you

抱抱自己，没事的

你不屑的眼光
会让我强大起来
我会证明给你看的
有哪个人不是被逼着坚强？

今晚还是早睡好了
年纪大了
不适于熬夜
哈哈哈

也是抄来的

小偷在鸡舍偷了只鸡，
逃跑时撞翻了鸡舍的灯，
鸡舍着火了！
鸡回头看见燃起了大火，
明白了，小偷救了它！
当小偷用谷喂它，
它觉得小偷关心它。
当小偷东躲西藏，
把它藏在怀里时，
它觉得小偷爱它。
有一天当它看见小偷挥起屠刀，
它觉得小偷一定是要自杀，
所以用自己的身体挡住了小偷，
它幸福的死去了！
事实很多时候就会是这样，
你认为很爱你的人，
也许并没有你想的那么爱你，
或者根本不爱你……
很多时候 我们都是输给了“我以为”

抄来的

我不喜歡我的朋友和別人很要好 ，

可是又能怎樣呢 ？

我又不能衹要求他愛我一個 ...

*苦笑-ing*

I love school but not homework

It is miserable that you have to deal with this feeling early in the morning you know...
RESEARCH,WHY ARE YOU SO ANNOYING!?
I don't feel like moving ahhhhhhhhh...
*Rolling on bed*

我，真的适合读大学吗？
哈哈哈哈

Doi...

If it is your problem,
get over it yourself!

What's up with this mixed feeling
these few days..

tonsillitis?

I'm having sore throat
and feeling feverish...
Sigh...

守候

医院有很多体会
开心的，不开心的
感恩的，不满足的
辛苦的，幸福的

原谅她们，工作久了
各方面的压力，取代了用心体会的感动
我释怀，原谅
体谅在那氛围下工作的压力
我会为她们祈祷的

但愿，我也不忘记
你那慈祥的笑容
怀着病痛，带着对家的思念
仍笑笑得对我说
凡事乐观，积极，向上
最后，还抱抱我，对我说
“别叫我makcik，我是你的grandma
谢谢你照顾我”

与其说我们是白衣天使，守候病人
更得感谢乐观，努力的病人
不停的鼓励，守候着我们的梦想

希望你们尽快的好起来
早日和家人团聚

止不住的忧伤

如果人与人之间存在着基本的关爱
为什么我今天一点都没感受到？
又是失望，无助的一天

主啊
增强我的意志
相信身边那些看不起我的人
都是你安排
为使我得以坚强

好想大哭大叫一场！！！！

最近有点失落

感觉
相识容易
相处难

IT's WEEKEND!!

First week wasn't that bad
Revise the old, learn the new
Looking forward for clinical posting

Everyday is like busy busy
Every night is like tired tired,emo emo
I might be smiling but nobody knows
What I'm thinking..
What hurts inside...

Oh Lord,journey with me in final year of my studies..
Take away my worries and place complete trust on You
Teach me to be thankful for each day You have granted me
And care for my neighbors just as You have cared for me
Amen.

两个月，就酱过去了

坐在电脑两个小时了
一粒字都没打到

我的天啊

宋慧珊，你是不想毕业吗？
算了，回去再做好了

继续堕落吧，最后一天了

4th year 了！！！！

我接受不到咯！！！！

爱很简单，也很困难

Trust?

Sometimes I really don't know whether
is it good to be good?
Coz when people know you're good,
people expect good
worst still,they take advantages on you

Why are they so irresponsible?
I know there is nothing I can do
Perhaps they have shown me
how irresponsible a person can be
constant reminder to myself,
I should never be like them.

I'm angry
I'm disappointed
I'm annoyed

自己，好好的

好想你哦，怎么办。。
世界。。
是不是
没有过不去，只有回不去

生活很无奈
很辛苦，但愿生活偶尔也很幸福

吃醋

也许是我看太重了吧

忘了你也有对别人好的权力和自由

Cheers,I'm done with exam!

So cute,my desktop wallpaper!
OM NOM Nom nom~~

Importance of breakfast

I still remember at home
My mum would say
"Wake up, eat your breakfast first then sleep back!"

THAT IMPORTANT you know
breakfast to my mum

幸好还有你

谢谢你

我的龟米~~

爱你哟

难过是因为

自卑心作祟

No dinner night

It is dark outside,the strong wind is blowing
I bet it is going to rain soon
Pouring rain..
Thus,am not going out.
I didn't want to end up all wet for dinner.
Btw,my toothache heals
Due to my menstrual pain is way too painful
I cuddled myself on the chair
hoping that you're here with me

Can't this woman thing treat me more gently?
:((((

不开心

述说今天

是我的黑暗日

听人说

别把心掏开给人看

因为这世界上少会医心的人

多的是撒盐的人

告诉你又怎样

又在我伤心时数落我的不是

应该吗？

还是我活该？

这次

我真的无话可说了

看来要emo上几天了

失望透顶~！

唉~ :(((((((

牙套戴了，不舒服

其实戴着它是不舒服的。。。

接下来，想减肥，穿短裤~
又在发爱美梦了~~~
我很压力啊，现在！！！
*BOOM*

一个人生活

单人房，双人床
望望窗外，太阳依然热情如火
我的心，你为何在下雪。。。
是压力吗？空虚吗？是不高兴吗？还是看不开？

晚餐

谢谢你
辛苦了

为什么要酱对我？

你不知道我需要安全感吗？

Hi,buddies!

Thanks for coming,please come again!
WAHAHAHAHA.. I sounds like a tourist agent from Kelantan.
In fact,I'm thankful that you guys came over.
Get some time to "visit" Kelantan myself too..
HAHAHA!
I started to miss both of you dy and the time we used to be together the whole morning
during secondary school
Ji ji ja ja~~~ talk non stop!

And yeah,thanks for the hug
can't really remember when was the last time I hug people
my dad and mum kot in the airport when I left kuching..
Hugging can surely lift up a person
if you believe it..
;)

JENNY CHEW,ONG SEH LIN,I MISS BOTH OF YOU WEI!!!!

别再堕落下去了

Fat fat!

不用抉擇
我會自動變朋友

Don't want pay PTPTN la

Receive PTPTN letter today.
Full loan RM28k
plus RM4.2K(dunno what upah pengurusan +1%)
total I need to pay = 32.2K / 15 yrs / 12 months
Every month RM178.89 for 15 years.
As a good citizen,I won't want to run away from my responsibility
but I duwan to pay that amount for 15 years boh
It is like I start working at 25 years old,pay until 40 years old
IMAGINE THAT!

I've decided!!!!
I MUST GET FIRST CLASS HONOUR
and thus, waive the money legally!!!
Left 3 semester..
My CGPA = 3.50
In order to hit 3.7 by the end of my degree
I must score at least 3.8 to secure myself
(3.8x3+3.5)/4= 3.725

This semester 13 units
exclude ko-k, left 12 units core course
Within these 12 units, I can only get 2A-(3.67) and others MUST A(4.0)
so (3.67x4+4.0x8) / 12 = 3.89

No Turning Back
I want this deal!!!
Lord,please help me!!!!!!!!!!

Injured again

I sprained my ankle and hurt my knee..
BE MORE CAREFUL NEXT TIME!
Aduh... :(

my eye!

What is that on my lower eyelid?
Why so many types of disease happen on me recently?
=.=a

Sick again

Having diarrhea is plain exhausted
too tiring...
@.@

FB

I admit I'm some sort like a stalker in FB
I scroll through my facebook timeline most of the time
I mean everytime
Sometimes it is funny
You can actually see how a person status
reflect his/her personality

Some people are just forever SUNSHINE
Forever POSITIVE
outgoing,posting picture with friends
Happy,smiling,laughing!

Some people are just too bored
SHARE every little single picture
I think they spend most of their time in FB
Just like what I do

Some people are just damn NEGATIVE!
funny thing is his/her post is always about
how stupid a person can be,how he/she hate a person criticizing
Yet, they never realized that they also like that
hypocrite!
Blaming this blaming that
Better keep a distance with them
They can talk to you about somebody
Soon,they will talk to somebody about YOU!

Another type is silent type
They are always invisible
turn off the chatbox
no clicking the "like" button
BUT IN FACT THEY ARE THE REAL STALKER!
THEY KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON IN FB!!!!

HAHAHAHA
:P

Fly away~

Do you ever read back
those diaries,conversation,texts,emails...
and realized that how much we had taken each other for granted?
If things didn't happen,would we still be strangers like now?

emo

在家鸭梨，至少还可以和妈妈讲讲话
和朋友喝喝茶，再不然就听听歌，开车兜兜风
这里面对着不想面对的功课，身边都是不能打扰的朋友
大家都有问题，animals have problem。。
我该向谁倾诉，向谁撒娇？
谁可以借个肩膀来靠一靠吗？

给我抱一下嘛。。。

Please Iron Your Uniform

You know what,
mum used to nag
why you no want to iron your uniform yourself
I was like WHATEVER,as if people would actually look at it and comment

Last last,kena la lecturer last week...
Bikin malu in front of other coursemates
Haiz,not really that bad la
but the lecturer actually pulled me aside
and talked to me
"I think you should change your uniform next year,it look very old... and please iron your baju before you come clinical"
OMG,at that moment I felt like digging a hole and buried my head into it...
You know la,as usual
coursemates will be like
"Song,tadi apa puan cakap dgn kamu ah?"
Kept asking...
Thank God the lecturer is considerate enough to tell me alone in the a room
I'm kinda scared of her,she is the only one who is constantly commenting on me
1st year,my hair... so second year I cut it
3rd year rambut panjang,I make sure my hair is clean and use a hair band
she commented on my uniform pulak
What a stressful posting...
Painful experience
Guai guai ask my rumet teach me iron baju la!
I can do it

Tomorrow go posting again
Lord,have mercy...
my little heart is hurt enough :C

#A student nurse who is afraid of clinical facilitator
extremely takut!
=.=

@.@

23年来吃得最多药的一年，
现在才3个月，
零零散散吃了〉10排的药了。。
抗生素，止吐止痛，安眠药
病痛呀，别再折磨我了
:(

槟城，我又来了！

人生就像旅行
走走停停

虽有离别
仍憧憬偶然的相遇

找几个好友去旅行

就不孤单寂寞

将来老了想起
一起走过的风景
依然缤纷灿烂

:)

主说

仿佛听见声音
告诉我必须忍耐和坚强
我会的
我可以的
我一定行
因为我是宋慧珊！
大能者所喜爱的女儿
他视我为宝贵
高举我的软弱
赶走我的胆怯
释放我的自由

想我怎样？

有时又叽叽喳喳讲不停
谁欣赏？给人当笑话看
静静的又给人说没礼貌
大声讲话没礼貌，不回答人没礼貌
站着辛苦，坐着碍到人
每口呼吸都是委屈
为什么？？？？

我想念你

多三个星期，就会回到你身边了
:)

Sharing is Caring?

Somehow I feel like I've been thrown aside

First year like that

Second still ok

Now in third floor...

WHY I DON'T HAVE NEIGHBOUR WHO LOVE TO COOK AND WILLING TO SHARE?

It is ok if you don't know how to cook

just spare me some food,no?

=.=

I'm hungry!

Om Nom~

*merajuk*

Forever alone

Nobody cares for me! HAHAHAHA

Hunger?

I'm not hungry
but I'm craving for FOOD!
How annoying~
you hatta study,song hui sang
you hatta study!
=.=
concentrate concentrate

I miss home

This place is sickening...
I want my bed,I want my mum,I want my dad,I want my siblings,I want my friends
I wanna be healthy,I wanna be reminded,I wanna to be cared,I wanna to be loved
I know I should be contented but....
I MISS HOME!
Everything sound so wrong today.
Especially when I've lost my precious bottle!
Dang~ how careless can I be...

Bad bad day~

:(

I just need a company
to not feel lonely
just for tonight

我不坚强，谁替我勇敢？

你不坚强，没人替你勇敢！

一人在外要学会承担，忍耐，独立

3.82

Don't you ever forget this awesomeness!!!!
HARD WORK WORKS~!
3rd year 2nd semester,JIAYOU!!!!

生存之道

不依赖，
耐得住寂寞，
经得起诱惑，
自得其乐，
开心生活

甜蜜事，烦恼事，很多事
一笑而过
抛向大海
随风而去
渐渐忘记

I SUPER BEH SONG TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ouch

So,there were few people misunderstood
that this is my arm...
No,it is my leg... is it that "thin"

LOL

back to twitter

Twitter,my secret garden.
A place which I created just to keep in touch with you
Now,you've left
I've moved on
Something happened
Nothing going on now
We see each other as stranger
Never thought we ended like this
How brittle was our friendship
Time flies...
two years... long enough for me to adapt
your absence. :)
take care,my friend.

谢谢你

陪看医生，洗衣晒衣，煮饭煲凉茶。。。
在她的细心照顾下，我又重拾健康了。。。
\(^^)/ 在家靠父母，出外靠朋友
谢谢你，大恩大德磨齿难忘~
还有一大帮的朋友，不好意思。。
让你们担心了，尤其是我的室友
吓坏了，paiseh。。。
2013，希望大家都健健康康的。。。

Transition

Transformation
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