Monday, August 31, 2009

satisfaction.

it shines.
sweat and effort paid.
=)
you look gorgeous without the dust.
=X

sister's teddy. >.<

Saturday, August 29, 2009

活在当下




杂豆猪骨汤(给非穆斯林)

看我馋嘴的样子就知道有多好喝。

哈哈哈!!





昨天的早餐。
笨手笨脚,搞得脏兮兮。
我的裤子也爱水煮蛋!




偶然发现,小时的王子!
英俊潇洒,高大威猛。。哈哈哈
他的刀不见了。 >.<
我最常做的事。。




原来小王子有着和我一样的拓哉蘑菇头。
我的玩伴,没有小王子帅,可是也蛮好玩的
我是说一起玩啦。。呵呵!

现在的我,不再迷恋小王子了。
那儿时的记忆,就让它如小王子一样,
深锁在盒子里。



自恋又发作了!
在家,其实也很好玩的。
哈哈哈哈。。
快开学了,我已经准备好了!出发!!

告诉你,第二家又在杀猪了!
七早八早叻!!
我问天,我问地~~~~~为什么把我抛弃~~~~~~
我的妈呀。 o.O

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

it's all about listening.

have you ever wondered why we got two ears but only one mouth? a mouth that can be shut(controllable) and a pair of ears which can't be switch off biologically. i did. Then, i slowly realised that how important is it to listen. that our God makes us this way so that we talk less and listen more. well,it seems like we disappointed Him in one another way(often). that's human,talk alot but refuse to listen. i'm one of them.

when i started to slow down and listen more to God,myself,and people around me, i grow and think more. it's an important part of our lives,to listen.. it's a very direct way in reaching one's soul. when problem approach,don't rush to find ways to solve the problem. But to listen and think. that means listening stimulates thinking and thinking results in proper action.

i've tried and it works. how about you?

Monday, August 24, 2009

有人说:说出来比较好。

人的情绪,真奇妙。感觉是很多层次的。

这一秒,我觉得我很富有,很满足。下一刻,我就什么也不是,心情失落。我也许很会鼓励人,可是我自己呢?可笑的是朋友很多,此时此刻,一个聊天的对象也没有,一个也没有。

还记得以前没人陪我聊天时,你就是我的忠实听众。因为你不会说出去,我可以很放心的,自在的当我自己。。

好景不常。。。

当你跑路时,我哭了好多好多天。是不甘心吗?还是舍不得?也许就是单纯的伤心吧,少了一个发牢骚的朋友。

现在的生活除了做不完的课业,就是累了,不停的,不停的思念你。
离开的是你,留下来的是我。有时候,留下来的往往是痛苦的。
也许是那一刻开始,我的心封闭起来了。。

回忆是好的,可是思念是涩的,尤其是你知道那回忆永远都只可以是回忆了。
看得到的东西,都不是永恒的。
虽然不甘,可是拥有过不就该感恩,知足了吗?
有人说:知足的人找到快乐,感恩的人寻得幸福。
有人说:是时候学习勇敢了。

谢谢你,有人先生。我会考虑的。

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

like that lo

three more months.. or less than that.
the progress is kinda slow..
and nothing can be done on it
step by step i tried to follow
but everything seems so uncertain
giving up? no way!
move along.. with hope and faith
finger cross that i'll make it through

Friday, August 14, 2009

...

there's always time like this. in which i feel lonely and just want to be alone. recalled back things that i had gone through in the past. missed those people who are no longer by my side. keep telling myself not to think too much and be contented with what i having now. you ever told me that no matter how deep you love a person,treasure a thing,one day they'll leave,only memories and love you shall keep. but that's not what i want.. probably i think that things that i couldn't get are always the best. does forever ever exist? anyway,just move on. life's short.

-伸手摘星未必如愿,但绝对不会割伤你的手-

i just wanna dream dream dream dream and dream..

Monday, August 10, 2009

YAY

yay yay! it's raining.. Praise daddy God!!!! =) more good things floating up.. i believe

-ask and you shall receive,seek and you shall find-

Sunday, August 9, 2009

享乐后遗症

昨晚是很疯的一晚,
好久没有这么疯过了,
活在当下,是有人教我的
那短暂的快乐
应验了活在当下的快活
只可惜,那快乐捉摸不定
不是每个人玩得起
很显然的,那不适合我。
不是我玩得不快乐
而是我老了
身体不能负荷
呵呵,完蛋了,我才十几岁
却像个老太似的
回到家,身体那荷尔蒙似乎来不及做好调整,
我失眠了!!
好痛苦哦。。
那是我自找的,
哈哈,是,不值得同情。
毕竟也习惯了平静,早睡的生活。。。
突然给我这么多夜晚的时间,
不知道该做什么好
最后不得不拿起数学
做了十几题敷衍敷衍一下自己
我一点多才入眠,五点多就在这里写东西了。
有时,我想
这样的夜生活好吗?
还是早睡早起吧
再多的夜生活,只会加深夜晚的孤寂。。
给失眠有机可趁。
很伤身,伤神的。

繁华过后,尽是空虚;空虚过后,未必是繁华。

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

炎热

回家的对话。。。
:哇!这样晒法,会不会得癌症?
:就算不得癌症,什么黑斑,老人斑,彼得斑都晒出来啦!
:我要融了

:我快人间蒸发了
:好热啊!!

=.=|||

几够力一下现在的天气。。赢了咯!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

here it comes

another week gone! why weekend seems to pass very very very fast? it's monday again tomorrow!! boooooo~ Again,back to school,counting days.... till the next friday come. hahahahaha. be positive and happy. feel good doing things that way. =)

STPM zooming in! 100++ days. quick quick come,quick quick go! then i shall be excused to do whatever i like. hmmmm.. freedom~ gotcha,i know you getting closer!

lalalala lalala~ 跳跳着~