freak out

Let me sigh...
I'll continue later...
:(

Why so many things?
>.<

Define selfishness

No matter how close a person to you
sometimes you'd still feel like
they are selfish.
Oh well,definitely I am too
Nobody is perfect.
Once again,a phone call has ruined my day
Absolutely not a good way to start
It is holiday,man

I pray that everything will go smoothly
I pray for Your strength and inspiration
I'm not capable to do this but
with God,nothing is impossible
I just have to trust Him

Special Gift

The most precious thing you can give to a person is
your TIME

Helpless

I don't know who should I tell
but I think I screwed up my exam this morning.
Sigh...
Hopefully it wasn't that bad.

I feel miserable.
Who can I tell?

=(

Tomorrow another paper,
no matter how hard I tried to concentrate
I can't understand

My confidence is crashing...
What should I do?

One more day,
MOVE ON!!!

孤单是不是自由的附属品？

她说，
若是我生病能让你的脚步停下来,
不用到处奔波,为人事物烦恼,我愿意生病

其实，
我害怕了
一个朋友对我太好
总觉得不现实
不靠谱

我要自由
独来独往
可是
又奢望有个懂我的人

我的脚步不想再为谁停留
但
希望我们迈着同样的步伐
朝着同样的目标
一起成长，一起加油！

别叫我停下来
陪着我前进
可以吗？
=)


我們喜歡的，

要么錯過了，

要么已經有主了；

喜歡我們的，

總覺得缺少一種感覺。

於是我們抱著追求真感情的態度，

尋找愛情，

可是總覺得交際面太窄，

沒有辦法認識理想的類型；

於是我們抱著寧缺毋濫的態度，

自由著，

孤單著……

值得

釋然一顆心，

坦然一份情。

不管你樂不樂意接受，

不管你是否準備好接受，

也不管你是否有能力自控，

時間都會帶來許許多多或喜或悲的衝擊。

風也罷雨也罷，

你要做的、

你能做的就是以寧靜的心去承載，

以坦然的胸懷去面對

I'm suffering...
physically and mentally

Sorry to make you cry

She said I'm very disappointed of you.
For the very first time,I felt...really guilty
Maybe I've hurt her deeply.

Sigh...
Sorry....no cure.
I said it.
Hopefully we can forget about all these
and communicate more effectively next time.

I'm sorry.

Much to be learnt,I'm learning

Struggling to understand
this world...
Society is like a mirror.
You smile to it,it smiles to you.
You scold it,it scold you back.
most importantly,it reveals what type of person you are.

难过了

除了不开心，还是不开心

Post holiday

Shoot,I forgot everything...
thanks for reminding
I feel pressure now.

ZZzzz

Take me home

Feel like running away...
But don't know where can I go...

Let me go home,just for a while
to see my mum,my dog,my sisters...

I just miss them,very much

First step succeeded!

Two people said I slim down already!
So happy to hear that!
HAHAHA!

I've done something impossible!
Now,I wanna do another impossible thing!
SCORE VERY VERY GOOD FOR TITAS!
In God,Thru God,With God,
there is nothing impossible.

FIGHTING!!

谢谢你

那些年坐在我隔壁桌的女孩打电话给我耶
几温暖一下~
:)

有种力不从心
夹着重重自卑的感觉

回忆，一直是我的弱点
没有人可以说
没有人可以让我放心地说
只好把它藏在被窝

我也想去看星星....

Attention

When I'm quiet,
I wish that someone will constantly talk to me.
Or at least quiet together la.
Not ignoring me
or ask me whether I'm sleeping..
==

Btw,most of the time I'm quiet
because I find myself not fit into current situation
This is happening more often recently.

Shyt,I'm like a kid seeking for attention.
How stupid is that!

Dear dad,

Just realized that couldn't write anything especially emo thing in facebook anymore
He has been asking alot recently..
He has been asking TOO MUCH
I received at least 5-6 calls per day...
Every little single thing,he'd call and ask.
I know he cares but I don't like it..

Anyways,
he's dad...
and I shouldn't take things for granted.

Have a safe trip to China,dad!

Shoot,what wrong with my stupid mood!?
URGH!
I should go to bed now.

孤独原来是这样的

只是哪怕周围再多人
感觉还是一个人

为什么我会变得如此“灰”？？
我都快不认识自己了

:)

迷失自己

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A new day

I know it is another brand new day
I'm not excited about it
Knowing everything gonna repeat just like yesterday
It is an ordinary day.

This morning,
You came and printed your notes,
I know you don't want to trouble me.
But thank you,at least you guys thought of me
when you need help.
"Thank you" will do.
Free of charge

Like it when you touched my head
and said
"又瘦了"
是心疼我吗？
"我带你去吃早餐吧!"
:)

One of my friend text me this morning,
it seemed like she's asking for help
but I wasn't sure.
It was a complicated feeling
between help or not to help
I still called her after that,
relieved coz everything goes fine.

I'm always willing to help
as long as I can
as long as I don't think that you're using me

Thou sometimes I might think more
I wasn't giving willingly
in the end,I'll still help
I bet everyone does...

Lord,check me when I murmur
like now..

O

my "O" inherited from my dad.
xD

好山好水好无聊

静静呆着？不可能


娱乐自己？偶尔可以


崇尚自由的我，到底适合作什么？
天啊，我快闷死了！！

I don't feel like doing anything

Someone please motivate,control,slap,wake,alarm,alert me!
*hop hop hop*

Worst attitude this semester.
Sheez

I lost myself.. URGH

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Misunderstanding

Yesterday I was like
"YaY,finally I've finished my peng/piah/香饼
a big packet,
around 20 biji-s.
A friend bought from Ipoh.
I used 2 weeks to finish 'em



This morning when I woke up,
WHAT???
My table had 1,2,3,4
4 more hiong peng???
OMG,what happened?
My roomie who just came back
told me,"I bought for you one,hui sang!"
...

Gosh,don't tell me,
she misunderstood I like to eat this peng
since I eat this almost everyday for the past 2 week...

Now,
Anyone wanna share with me?
;)

HAHAHA

I looked back my past and laughed,
How naive was I to hold on to you..
You looked back your past and cried,
How stupid were you to let go of me..

We're all fooled...
;)

Forgive,don't forget

Reassemble all the broken pieces
Am I the only one doing this?

I've accepted it,finally.
At least the hard feeling slowly fade away
I don't feel that horrible remembering it

How hard I forced myself
it is impossible to forget?
It was my past.
Forgiveness plays an important role then.

She told me,
Embarrassment,won't last.
Sadness won't...
Nothing does...

The other side of you

In a society,

there's always people who talk alot but do nothing

on the other hand

there's always people who do everything but never mention.

The real stressful me and you

DISASTER

I'm broke.

Doing some illegal business.

Tee-hee!