as holiday ends soon

initially,wanted to jio my sister go sing k de...

dad went out.

talked to my sister.

she decided not to go.

to keep my mum company.

and she told me.

we can't blame her for playing online game every night.

because she can't go out.

mum is alone at home.

and of course she got nothing better to do.

talking about why she doesn't want to learn to drive.

again,if she learn to drive,

i know she'll be used by my dad.

'coz dad can just ask my sister to drive my mum

whenever my mum want to go out

somemore,at midnight,if dad's not home

sure she'd be dragged by my mum while masih mimpi mimpi

to drive to look for my dad in the night club

unbelievable? embarrassing? pity?

thats what i experience recently.

i suppose big fat sheep just doesn't want to be the second me

and she asked me,

sang,hows your holiday?

got happy?

i fake my smile and said

happyyyy,very exciting le

every night no need to sleep

become an owl

and i encouraged her to be strong

she told me

I'm strong,if not,I've already gone crazy.

you see,

we as children are quite innocent

when parents quarrel

haiz..when we complain until no one listen

when we're all time alone

we're forced to be strong

we're strong because we have to

we smile because we're sick of crying dy

i learnt that

everything happen for a reason

can't just see things from one perspective

anyway,life still goes on.

be strong and lift it to God.

everything will be fine.

as Christmas zoom in,Lord,all i want is the whole family go and attend mass together. thats all i want...