when people disapprove me,i heard the voice saying i'm just nobody. did i do something wrong? why i'm constantly tormented by the feeling that i'm so lousy. why am i always putting myself down? how come after so many years,i still fall on the same point!? why am i such a failure!? what's wrong with me?
SIGH.. sickening sickening SICKENING!!!
and you know,B+ i don't like to see you! kia-su-ness is calling me to fight! i can still remember those expression,those hurtful words,those intonations.. reminding me how useless i'm to get a B for exam. B destroyed everything,denying all my effort. creeping off my confidence,bringing me into darkness. how stupid am i in allowing you to enter my life..
i talk to myself.. from now on,i must do better than this. and i'll never ever give up. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
target : PROCRASTINATION! *shoot shoot shoot*
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