女大要十八变

童鞋们，年也过得七七八八

谁要加入我的七十二变行列，

减肥，增高，美白，留长发

变美，享瘦，人见人爱，车见车载

这是个漫长的战争

要相信梦想

坚持梦想

实现梦想

梦想不是等待的名词

而是努力坚持的动词

相片中的你笑得如此灿烂

看着照片，成长的岁月，

让我回忆过去，憧憬未来....

失眠的夜晚，还好有照片陪我，

一张张，是我们都回不去的从前

也因此，爱上摄影

时间不为谁停下，哪怕是一秒

那就用照片记下那时的感动吧

如果你也和我一样

相信那时的心动

此时此刻，你会懂的

My heart aches.... :'(

Dad brought us out for shopping.

Not productive thou.

A little kid choked in the shopping mall.

In fact,I don't know what happened.

There was crowd and the child's dad was shouting his name.

The kid became so weak all in sudden.

Me,called myself student nurse

didn't stand up to do something.

I was freaked out.

What happened to me?

I just stood there and watched.

No,I didn't even dare to look at him

The kid cried after his dad did something

My dad asked me,could it be asthma?

ain't you nurse should do something?

I didn't dare to admit,I was very terrified...indeed.

Can I call myself a nurse then?

I know,if this is a test,I've failed entirely...

Lord,what is the message behind this?

When my aunt fell sick last time,

I didn't dare to visit her

I heard the illness has turned her into a very horrible state

Then I know

I'm afraid of illness

Today's incident makes me realized that

I'm so afraid of dealing with life/death

The fear is deeper than I ever realized...

Lord,I lift my fear to You.

Bless the child,I beg thee...

Anyway,I'm glad to be home

but sick of the house drama

I wished I can turn off how I feel

But now,I just wanna face it.

I know,when something good happens,bad is tagging along

This is my cross,that I have to shoulder

for lifetime

I heard God whispered don't be afraid,I'm with you.

I've stopped asking why,but to trust God.

I just wanna trust God.

I just need to trust YOU.

With You Lord,I'm strengthened and empowered.

Give me spirit to go thru all this...

Bless my parents,I beg thee

Although I'm home,

I don't feel good now.

面对爱情

完完整整把它看了3篇

女人啊

期待又怕受伤害

不是吗？

浪漫的爱情

几时才会轮到我？

*发花痴中*

wakakakkakakakaa

微笑不累，生气才累 ；

单纯不累，复杂才累；

相思不累，单恋才累；

相守不累，独守才累；

相爱不累，相残才累；

专情不累，滥情才累；

友情不累，私情才累；

真诚不累，虚假才累；

纳友不累，树敌才累；

无私不累，自私才累；

得失不累，计较才累；

身累不累，心累才累；

分享不累，独享才累

总觉得少了点什么

是我多心了吗？

Truth or Dare

Yesterday,

Somebody asked me

Who is your best close friend in this campus?

I was like,

you guys lo... and CUS lo.....

She asked again,

Choose one,only one.

Then,I said I used to have one,not anymore.

Total creepy silence....

Do they know anything?

When are we going to end this topic?

I shouldn't answer this question in the very first place.

Sounds Weird.

You might look strong in front of people but I know deep inside you,you wish to be protected. I'd be there for you always no matter what happened. All because I love you.

Nothing is bigger than God

Was so depressed.

Thank God for a friend far at hometown.

A pair of listening ear,

more than enough.

And can't stop laughing at that msg.

Oh my,who can be this cute except this friend of mine.

especially the 'U r js dreaming,go back to sleep'

LOL

All the best for tomorrow exam,Esther Song.

May the spirit of God be with you.

Sendiri wish sendiri bah! hahahaha

Feel better! Ready to fight!

I mean sleep....first

:P

STUCK

Lost

Teach me how to deal with this.

I don't feel like doing anything

I'm not excited toward the thing that used to make me happy

I don't feel sad,I don't feel happy

I don't feel anything

It is like I'm dead,non-living

I feel extremely tired

I'm not the usual me

I avoid crowd

I cannot think

While I'm writing,there is always sudden blank

I don't know what's wrong with me

It is bothering me...

I can't think properly

Dear little brain,what trick are you playing?

You can't escape tomorrow exam

NEVER.

Just be nice to me k?

Please...

CCN

Mew and Jes are taking initiative.

It seems like I'm over worried about CCN.

Oh well,first time holding a high post.

God knows how heavy is the burden on shoulder.

Anyways,I shall learn to trust more.

just a little bit more...

On the other hand,

she is giving me alot of excuses

I don't know what is she thinking..

I tried my best to help her but

she disappointed me many times.

Probably I need more patience

when dealing with this kinda people

You know,not very productive person.

Tell me

If there is just a fine line between love and hate

Does it mean they are equal?

How much you love,when it ends,you gonna bear that much of pain

Why do I have to go thru all these pain over and over again?

Do I deserve that?

love=pain?

Can't I just accept it,I've lost you forever?

Why is this stubborn heart aching?

How are you,friend?

It is awkward when I asked W,how are you and C?

It is more awkward when she asked how are you and LM?

LOLx

Aiya ya.. thing seems to be a little bit complicated now.

Well,I always believe that it takes two to tangle

and to untangle.

God has a plan for us.

Have faith

Another meaning of LET GO

Did I tell you Vampire Diaries made me think alot recently

Forget about the addiction part.

There is this something Jeremy Gilbert said in the series

In which he confronted Damon

Asking him why he erased his memory of Vicki

Damon said it was to make him feel better

to free him from all the past pain

a part of he was told to do that by Elena,her sister

Everyone thought it is the best way to solve problem

to forget about everything and move on

However,

Jer told him,it doesn't,

Erase his memory never make thing any better

because he just couldn't remember why and what thing happened in the past

BUT he could still feel the EMPTINESS

this line strikes me like...

I don't know

It is like I can feel how he feel

When bad thing happens

we always say LET GO

It doesn't mean FORGET AND FORGIVE

NO,we all know

We couldn't just forget about it and move on

It is not the whole point.

God wants us to learn from it

learn to Forgive and pick up ourselves

So that we can start to LOVE and GIVE again

Then,time will eventually help us to forget

no matter what

We don't have to do anything to make/force ourselves to forget

Memories fade,feeling lingers

Part of life

Yeah,life

I'd describe it as piano

if the white key is happiness,the black one is sad

Most of the time, we use the white one

Slowly,you'd realized the black one compose songs too

Sometimes it makes a song COMPLETE

Same goes to our life

When there is happiness,there is sadness

There is up,there is down.

Life...more to discover

More than we ever know.

Misinterpretation

Even sometimes people misinterpret what I meant...

I never really tell them straight in face

HEY,YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG!

Because I find it hurtful

how you phrase your sentence is your problem

how I interpret it is my part

I realized the difference and I respect it

Anyways,not biggie

We just have different sense of humor.

Come Holy Spirit

Come Holy Spirit

Fall on me now

I need your anointing

come in your pow'r

I love you Holy Spirit

You captivating my soul

and everyday I grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart

you hold my life in your hand

drawing me closer to you

I feel your power renew

nothing compares to this place

where I can see you face to face

I worship you in spirit and in truth

Beautiful song.

Compliment

Uncle told me :
Hey,you know what? My wife loves you,she said you're sweet.

In my whole entire life,I've never heard someone saying I'm sweet. Big compliment. *beams* Aunty Gina is a kind woman. I mean she and Uncle Francis are good people. I don't say that because she praised me but indeed they are nice to everyone they met. Thou Uncle Francis likes to tease us,he treats us just like his own children. Aunt Gina did told me I'm sweet personally. Well,I didn't take it seriously that time b'cause I thought she was just joking. It seems like they have been discussing about me,ain't they? Hmmmmmmmmm... awkward but anyways,being compliment is cute and yeah,heartwarming. :)

They make my day.

*heart*

Reason for study

To pass is to be a nurse

To excel is to be a GOOD nurse

I have to be responsible for my choice

my future profession,my clients

Keep moving!

Tired

Feel like going to church

Well,not only church,any quiet place will do

Fatigue handling earthly stuff

To be exact,to score to please "don't know who"

No,I'm neither sick nor emo

I'm tired.

Need some quiet time.

Need a hug maybe...

习惯坚强

因为从小没有人保护

所以我变得很坚强

I...mess up everything

I wondered how I manage to pass and ace my CA and OSCE.

I didn't even have the notes.

OMG

I'm terrified now.

And the internet have to suck at this time!

LET ME PRINT MY NOTE PLS!!

4 units paper,don't want to fail

most importantly,don't think I'll be that lucky again.

SIGH...

人对情感的渴求是否那么重要？

不要太在意一些人，

不要太在乎一些事，

順其自然以最佳心態面對；

因為這世界就是這麼不公平，

往往在最在乎的事物面前我們最沒有價值。

New addiciton

Vampire diaries is creepy

and why am I watching it alone?

Get me so paranoid and suspicious these days.

WTH

Birthday,no party?

Friends asked :

Where you wanna celebrate your birthday?

When you wanna celebrate your birthday?

How are you going to celebrate your birthday?

What would you like for your birthday?

Hello,it is my birthday k? Please put in some effort and make me anticipate on it k? I never show that what I like kah? It is not like I gonna complain or anything... As long as I see sincerity and hearts,everyone have fun. That's what I wish to see...

What's wrong with me don't want to disturb you all during exam time? I'm being fussy again? IF you're serious about it,just plan sth or might as well don't do anything... I know it is troublesome to throw a party or sth. Just make it simple...

So pls,stop asking me HOW,WHERE,WHAT and WHEN!!?? Make decision for me,at least once k?

OMG

I beg you,please don't ask me anymore.

放过我吧~~~~~~~

And I should thank the person who provoked me.

I'll learn and be strong...

Consequences

Almost there.

Read read read! @@

When was the last time sleep late?

School event,then studies...

As for this time,

I swear I'm not going to do this anymore.

EVER!

It is torturing.

I hate myself for putting myself

in this meaningless situation.

Stupid and arrogant pig,SLAP!

I'm over you

You knew everything about me, and you used it to crash me.

Worth it?

我不解释

了解的人，不必解释

不了解的人，何必解释

Why are you so near yet so far?

I don't mind being fat,

be the dustbin,

eat all the leftover

and nag by mum.

Just let me go home!

:(

Vampire diaries

This series had my heart.

This is bad.

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NOooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Somehow make sense

Listening to Taylor's

Imagining the peppermint ice-cream

Lazy afternoon....

p/s I want the peppermint ice-cream earrings! Delicious looking,babe.. hahaha

My ice-cream factory!

Peppermint chocolate chip ice-cream! -with Om Nom

"You're the first person I want to talk to when I wake up, the last person when I fall asleep, the one to share good news with, the one to be upset with. I love you."

Reach Out,Touch Life

"I tell you, whenever you did this for one of the least important of these brothers of mine,you did it for me" Matt 25:40

I'm happy to serve for when I'm able to give,I've received more that I deserve.

:)

Thank you,Grace for inviting.

It was a blessed afternoon.

我想家

和妈妈聊了一下

发现我的福建话退步了

知道家里换了水管

一听老妈说，老四找布要抹风扇

我就……不会吧？她发烧啦？还烧得满严重的？

原来……

妹妹谈恋爱了

家里多了一个真的阿四

妈高兴地说着妹老欺负人家

叫人家作这个那个的

四小孩，拍拖没有告诉我！

回去你就知道

妈可乐了

多了个女婿帮忙整理家

^^

唉~

突然有种很孤独的感觉

小妹也有着落了

我的缘分，你在哪里呢？

哈哈

读书吧~~~

Slowly

Same phrase,different people say it

Big difference.

Thank you. :)

I'll work harder

and can't wait to talk to you again

I know

it is not the time yet,

It's ok,I'll wait...

Agitation

Yeah,that is how I studying now!

I hatta pinch my upper lip to avoid my teeth from contacting my ulcer

Damn ulcer,do you have to bother me so much at this moment?

Everything seems so wrong tonight!

:@

OUCH

Starry starry night

Today,the sky full of stars,

Someone told me that

when it is dark enough,you can see the stars

That is what pull me through during darkest moment of my life

Today finally I've seen the stars

How nice if I own her room

in which I can just lie down on the bed and enjoy the sky

Don't envy,'coz not much people willing to leave their notes

step out from their rooms and spare a few mins looking at the sky

My eye is the best camera,capture good memory and store it.

Your heart is the sky,beautiful yet mysterious...

For a moment,I've totally lost myself in it.

In this starry starry night,

I found peace and calm..

He has risen

I really suck at handling "LOSS"

especially someone who I know

I asked God,after we die,where are we heading to?

Well,like usual...no answer

as in no voice is heard.

My heart doesn't know the answer

When I was about to keep my bible,

I saw a few bookmarks

Yeah,they are lovely

I remember,they were given by Connie before I came here.

Then I saw this...

He has risen

".... I will come back and take you to be

with me that you also may be where

I am. You know the way to the place

where I am going."

John 14:3,4

Heaven does exist?

Jesus is there?

But the bible tells me so

I'll let the Spirit guide me then.

I choose to believe...

Uncle must be heading to the place where Jesus stay

Back to Daddy God's home.

One day,all of us will unite there...

RIP

多少有点遗憾

要珍惜每一个人

每一个在你身边的人

也许下一秒，他就不在了

原本想去KL看你的

可是。。。来不及了

安息吧，姨丈！

=(

time to study..

I was too bored.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Blow the dust on my bible and start to read

Today's reading says

Obey the spirit teaching and remain in union with Christ.

While the gospel says

I'm the voice of someone shouting in the desert. Make straight the path for the Lord to travel.

Seek advice from the Spirit and take John as the role model.

Amen.

Good start,reading the bible.

Yeah!

It is simple

A thousand years

Christina Perri

<3

For a moment,I started to believe in

LOVE

again

Travel and take photos

Love my header!

:D

Someone sms-ed me ask about my new year resolution

I replied... "I wanna get a single room and decorate it."

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HAHAHAHAHA!

However, today I woke up,

I was thinking...

Love God. Love People. Love Myself.

Maybe that is the correct way I should be heading to

Anyway,my wish always,full time changing one.

Let it be according to God's will then.

Meanwhile,

I just hatta complete what I'm suppose to complete today

and sit for my exam properly!

Yeah,Good day ahead!

B)

SIGH

Sigh...

Patient...patient....

I tried not to think it a bad way

but they seriously annoyed me la

Patient...patient....

Phew~

How cute my roomate sms-ed me

to ask me to go study when I just lay my head on my bed

sorry dear,was too tired/piggy...

I suggest you to drag me out of my bed when I wanna sleep

but it is dangerous to do so,I might hate you for life man.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thing doesn't go according to my way

drift afar from my life

and I'm not a complete idiot for not knowing that

but what can I do.

Just hope that I don't show my emo-ness that obviously

I'm in pain!

Who knows?

T.T

*SLAP*

The first thing I feel in 2012 is disappointment.

Of myself.

I feel bad and guilty man.

I'm having exam on 3rd and now I start to print my notes.

I can be more useless than this.

Urgh... Why am I so lousy!?

Damn,what am I thinking?

I must have lost my mind.

WAKE UP WAKE UP!

！！！！！！

“光”的一声，我又醒了

许多不能解决的事就用沉默与微笑带过吧！

我也不想去思考太多

现在最不想想的就是想

也是我不知道要怎样逃避的

好乱哦思绪

好烦哦！

梦想

突然有个冲动
三十岁想从商

可是。。。想当医生先

所以，2014年毕业

花三年努力赚钱

最快也要2017才可以继续深造

MBBS 五年，2022年才是个小HO

实习也不懂要几年。。。

看来要三十五才能当老板娘了

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