God is good,all the time.

I met him...

the guy I knew during holiday camp.

he is still so cute with his broken mandarin..

and his girlfriend is pretty.

oh,just another Ex-crush.

hehehehee...

He couldn't recognize me pun.

many people passed by your life,how many would you remember?

appreciate those who remember you,you're special to them.

:)

Was kinda free yesterday.

Less customers.

However,interesting thing happened.

It was around 10pm,there came a family of 5 person.

Dine in,so I took the order lo like usual.

But I placed one order wrongly.

Big mistake for waitress coz cafe gonna lose money.

So I was stunned and felt kinda guilty..

I was blank,totally...

Thank God,the customer added on another dish

which was the one I salah ordered at first...

so covered it back.

I was so so so overjoy at that moment.

the chef was like singing 一切都是天意~~~

(meaning it is God's will.)

HAHAa,cute guy

Yeah,indeed it is...

Be it coincidence or the man overheard something or whatever..

my heart couldn't stop praising the Lord.

God is awesome.

Even if I didn't pray or anything.

He always come at the right time and save me.

I know I can always count on God.

He deserves all the praise and glory.

I must be more careful next time.

you know,good thing don't always happen.

And we must learn from mistakes.

Lastly,once again...

Thank You,Lord.

I love You!

=D

Sudden

First day of work.

Tired but fun.

There's some problem with my scoreA business.

Zzzz..

Mentally challenged.

OMG,I'm so sick of it.

Life is tough indeed.

However,

God bring me to it,He will bring me thru it.

Suddenly so many people called me.

I very free,you guys don't want to call.

I start working then people jio me go out.

Oh look what life offer me...

Is that a way to make me feel bad?

=X

When you gain something,you gonna lose something.

And she never failed to make me wonder...

Wait...till everything is stable.

I'm too occupied to deal with it now.

Till then,it's going to be a hectic week

before I fly off~~~

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Step by step,won't think too much...

Let God plays His part.

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"I need another part time job."

"All your brain stuffed with $$... money ar mo....ney~~"

you don't how lonely I am...

T.T

没人知道我多孤单~~~~

Cheap means wait

AirAsia makes me so depressed...

No one go Phuket with me.

saddening. :(

Sigh,guess I just come home la during semester break.

XD

Cheer up cheer up!

Or maybe I suddenly go mad and travel alone...

O.O sot jor?!?

AirAsia,everyone wait to fly~~~~~

Wuwahhhhhhhhhhhhh~

HAHAHAHA

Hey I can still wear the uniform! LOL

Breakfast!

Morning,Kuching. :)

为什么人都不快乐？

不要身在福中不知福，你不会开心的。

放下既是解脱；舍不得，那就痛苦吧！

以前听过一个故事
一位先生去见一位很有智慧的高憎，
高憎看他心事忡忡，开导他，也劝他放下
他告诉他，他放不下世俗，放不下她，很痛苦
高憎拿给了他一个玻璃杯，叫他握紧，就像是自己的宝贝
然后，高憎往杯里倒了滚烫的热开水
先生一痛，就松了手，放开杯子了
高憎说：没有放不下的事。痛，自然就会放下。

谢谢你，伤我的人
你给了我离开放下的理由。

为什么我总觉得格格不入？

身边真的一个像样的人都没有

没人知道我多孤单。。

二姐要回来了，

也许事情会好转吧

寂寞是荷尔蒙作祟，

还是我想多了。。

我又在EMO了

有没有搞错？

没有办法咯~

就让它这样吧

Annoying

Can you please get lost when I don't feel like seeing you?
No,because you are my family.
.........
First time find forgiving so difficult.
Sigh.....

Leave me alone.

有苦就往部落格里堆吧

失眠的夜
今早也是

老爸喝的稀巴烂醉
喝进肚子的是不愉快和压力
吐出来的是我们从未理解的烂摊子
苦了自己，也伤了家人的心
何必呢？

老妈闹了一整夜
爱上一个不回家的人
又钻牛角尖不愿看开
满口诅咒，内心不安
累了，就往电视里跳
似乎想寻找点安慰
只有容忍是不够的，要学会宽恕

老妹哭了，我觉得
她那吸鼻涕声在安静的夜里
很大声，mp3盖不了
听得我满是心疼

而我，很安静地闭上眼睛
心里默默的祷告着。。黎明的到来
一切会变好的
我更努力地祈祷着。。
没哭，
也许一公升的眼泪把泪水给用尽了吧
还是我已麻木了
不过昨天，心是平静的

家和万事兴
愿天主保佑大家

I know

There is something that doesn't belong to me.

Forget about it!!

寂寞的时候

一个朋友也没有。。。

Gunting rambut.

Finally I go to the barber.
Cut my fringes.
D aunty is WOW,FANTABULOUS..
First she asked her anak buah potong my back...
the girl was a very careful girl,so yeah..
I don't see any difference when she asked me enough short?
After that,two anak buah with two big hair dryers
facing me and blew my pathetically weak hair...
Oh my,pray that I won't get brain cancer or sth. CHOI!
LOL
then there comes the aunty * drum roll*
She combed my fringes,"how short you want?"
"ermm... below eyebrows"
just a second after my speech
she extended my head,shuat~~she potong my hair without any delay.
At the fraction of second,I was like OMG,hancur sudah my hair.
then she put down,ok wor.. not too bad. LOL
Old ginger is spicier...
and because she extended my head,all my hair takung on my face.
== i had a hairy face. pei pei pei~~
before I left,she was like still studying? wanna buy this this this and that?
took out all her products.
This one got offer boh,this one discount for you la.....
I could only smile.. "he he...next time la"
Paid and ran!!
><

Dream dream dream

Dream of Pumba and Timon.
They treated me dinner.
Eeewwww.... eat worms.
==

Pumba was like owhh,no enough. Lets get somemore.
the usual them you'd see in the cartoon.
they argue...alot.

Hahahaha.. Funny dream.

Youth gathering.

Went to youth gathering last night.
Many new faces...
I become a newbie there instead.
Hahahaha...
since 2005,this ministry has been growing.
And last night,I seriously can see the difference God had made.
How the ministry grow,how people change to be better...
I can see how much God has blessed,lead and be with us.
I bet I can learn more from this community..
Once again,great to be home,return to the place I belong.

Small talk with the minor people I know.
"You looked different,Esther."
"Well,I treat it as a compliment lo."
=D

Don't know what to do.

Should I or should I not?
4 months of holidays...
What can I do if I don't go and get a job?
Really don't feel like teaching tuition anymore.
It's very boring...
Others very long hour...

Very dilemma de looooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

In 10 years time

Get a house and raise many dogs!!
:D

"my phone only take beautiful pictures..." XD

I love photo shooting.
not only because the people in the photos do not change,
but I'm very forgetful.
what if I forgot about someone who is very very important to me?
Let them serve as a reminder then.

It is absolutely ok without DSLR.
It doesn't stop me from taking good photos.
It doesn't stop me from capturing your smile.
It doesn't stop me from storing good memory.
It doesn't stop me from being happy.
However,having it will be a bonus for me.
DSLR is a dream that I'm going to realize one day.
Hey,baby you gonna belong to me one day.. you hear me?
hehehe...

Look thru all the old photos bring me lots and lotsa memories.
I'm going to keep it in my mind,and delete them from my phone.
because I believe there are lots more beautiful things yet to be discovered.
:)

2000++ photos.
Imagine my phone lag like hell.
HAHAAHA...

Urgh,should I give up my phone and get a new one?

I love

SEAFOOD!!!

John 20:19-31

Praise God,I got to go to Saint Michael Church this morning and attended mass. Thank God for sending a lovely angel, Ms Lee Wai Ling. Thou she is a non-catholic,she still go to church with me. I'm so blessed and contented. It is a beautiful church... Today's Gospel touched me. It is about Thomas,a guy who refused to believe that Jesus has resurrected unless he can touchl Jesus. But Jesus claimed that those who have not seen and yet believe is blessed. Do I believe? Yes. Another thing is that,Fr Anthony preached about the important of going with the community. One man cannot work alone. That's why God make us a community. Thomas was away from the community,thats why he didn't see Jesus,thus he didn't believe. It is important to stay with the community. Participate the mass and share about God's good news. Don't skip Eucharistic celebration and go to other churches. Well,who knows what might happen. You might miss out something or shaken your faith like Thomas. Jesus is present in the Eucharist every mass. How important is that? Do I believe? Yes. Fr also said that one day,God will unite us back together. All our brother and sister in Christ,one church one family.. Let us pray for this. :)