Miss home again

I miss mummy,I miss daddy,I miss dajie,I miss erjie,I miss big fat sheep(the most!!!) and my ah dai~
I WANT TO GO HOME la!!!!! T.T

Only if you know

The people who really care won't hurt you, but if they do, you'll see it in their eyes, for they'll be hurting too.

Problem sneak in when we don't look into each others eyes, talk and listen.

I miss you again

Spring cleaning!

Very tired lo...

Now,I understand why mummy always say

don't accumulate things...

my laundry,my notes,my messy table

OMG,I'm so the very tired now.

Lotsa things to take care

and it makes me miss home so much

I'll struggle hard till I see you again,Kuching.

I miss you.

:)

Go go go!

When you learn to accept it

When you learn to control it

When you're not afraid of losing it

It is the time,you're free from it

Pleasure old life,

I'm letting you go slowly

Focus

Your target is 3.67 and lose 5kg.

FOCUS!

为信仰加油！

100个人念玫瑰经，我念！
2个人念玫瑰经，我也念！
1个人念玫瑰经，我也要坚持念下去！
我不愿看见你的旨意没人承行，所以我要坚持！
主的孩子不寂寞，要坚持！

Don't call

Why you only call when you need me?
Don't you know it hurts?
It does...

Am I that "important" to you that you only remember me when you need me? Are you a true friend? Coz if you aren't,please leave me alone. I'll adjust myself and I'll be fine in a while. Don't disturb me if you only mean to get something from me.

Long time no see

medal

B-

A

Work harder work harder

ESTHER SONG!!!!

Speechless

YYY : XXX,can you pls be the first reader bcoz we duwan to disturb the choir(FIRM and STRONG reason because you see,we only have 4 or 5 people left for choir,still we need to take them as readers,psalmist and commentator? you kidding,man!)

XXX : I'll only do it if really there's really no one to do it and that I get to know the reading beforehand.

First,DUH,what a stupid statement! If we can find someone,why do we even ask you? Don't you think it is your responsibility to serve God? You see it as what? people do that for themselves? people begging you?

Second,HOW SELFISH can a person be? OMG,I seriously... what do you mean REALLY no one to do it? you mean the whole church no people come then you will do it la? Come on la,everything fall from the sky kah? You think God can't find other people to do it kah? He is giving you a chance to serve! Time to give!!!! don't just take take take and take!!!! Appreciate it!!! It won't take you much time and energy and cost you a thousand pun...  OMG! if church got makan,I see you guys are the first one to sit there and eat!

Oh God,I seriously speechless la

I'm here feeling dilemma whether to leave for TOT or not

and keep praying,asking God what to do?

and yet people can still be so carefree...

I'm not comparing myself to them.

If I were to,long have I left the church...

And if you're not committed to church,to God

KEEP YOUR BIG MOUTH SHUT AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO CRITICIZE US!

STOP GIVING US COLD SHOULDER IF YOU WEREN'T HELPING

WHAT WRONG WITH PEOPLE NOWADAYS?

Oh God, forgive me for saying it out here

because I got no place to express this

and please give me the strength to forgive and pray for them.

And I thank You,Lord for those who are willing to help out

Give us strength so that we may continue to relay on You

for Your Love never fails.

Give us Holy Spirit,the Helper You've promised.

撑下去

不要为明天忧虑
因明天自有明天的忧虑
一天的苦足够一天受了

我真的想都不敢想咯
只能仰赖主
一步步走下去
自己选择的路
跪着也要走完

加油，加油，加油！

独立

了解我的人，不必解释
不了解我的人，何必解释

终结，有些故事不必说给每个人听
反正没有人愿意懂
大家都各忙各的
烦恼自己的
照顾好自己就好了

God will provide

There is absolutely so many things to be taken care
Money,homework,house chores,training,exam,OSCE,OSPE
and the list goes on...

Yesterday,I was google-ing
I typed "I love you",then click on image
Many many pictures came out
but none can picture me the real meaning of LOVE
then nothing happened,life goes on...

Last night,I went to my friend's room
booked cheap AA ticket
HAHAHAHAHA!
then sleepover at her place

This morning,I came back to my room at 7am
Felt so tired and discouraged
It is like life is so tedious
to be exact
"I'm so lack of what you called LIFE Purpose"
So I opened my bible
after this while
the first line I read was
"I love you just as the Father loves me"
...remain in my love

This verse is so amazing and powerful...
it was indescribable

Check out John 15:9-17
Today's reading
and endure in God's love
so strong and fulfilling...

God bless

妈~~~

想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的真理
脑袋都是你，心里都是你

想打电话，不过你应该睡了吧
我想念妈妈
我在这里忙惨了
我在这里很辛苦啊~~~
你知道吗？

:( busy

Things on list

booklets 150 copies,tonight have to go murni again
ccn speech,have to finish tonight also
tomorrow microbiology quiz
tomorrow pbl
tues: posting OT,need to do homework
wed:-pharmacology CA
tonnes of dirty clothes,most probably thurs then can wash
thurs night if nothing happen,head to Penang for TOT
OMG,weekend gone
next week,another crazy week!
I never really feel free nowadays...
Sigh...

Never enough

WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA...
FUN!
One day... the day will come!
LOLLLLLL

little camera-s

Thing happened

TMD printer...

运动

原来出一身汗比大吃大喝还来得痛快！

一个字

爽~！！

Accuse and suspect

It is so tiring that I have to explain and explain all over again
and you won't listen

I don't like much explanation
In fact there isn't much needed
just tell me you trust me
and show me that little respect I deserved.

Well,
sometimes when I cannot find someone to talk
I'll let my bed cuddle and comfort me
:)

我很累了

很不舒服
这里痛那里痛的说
唉，将就点吧

Stop feeding

What am I doing?
Have been eating like a pig
Gosh,must control myself
MUST!
I don't want to be fat!!!
NO WAY

My confession

I admit that for a second,
your number do flash thru my mind
I admit that for a moment,
your name do flash thru my mind
I admit that for this while
I've been thinking about you

Mother's Day

Mother's Day without mother around...

Wawawa~~~ T.T

I want my mummy!

压力中

人生就像在大便
有时候，你很努力了
出来的只是个屁

设计
我不配
也没有天分
更加没有耐心

做了一个下午
最后功亏一篑

你杀了我吧
烦死了！！！！

*inhale*

You have no idea how much it hurts inside...

Jiayou!

AMEN!

Can I not be strong?

You can't always change people
you can either accept them or live without them
Most of the time,I do both.

I choose to accept that everyone is different
and then I leave them.
That's why I end up alone.
Oh well,serve me right then.

:)

Bring it on

No pain no gain
The game is on.

:]

WTH

What?
Just when I said I shall have a sweet dream
Accidentally open a ghost movie named
"Jennifer's Body"
And freak myself out of it
Damn
Just hope that I won't have nightmare tonight

=\

Love never fails

I like hello, better

Listen with your heart, you will understand

Sometimes the right path is not always the easiest

I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.

No matter what happened to me, I'll always be with you, forever.

Look, I'm not the romantic type kinda person

But Pocahontas is seriously so romantic and sweet!

No white horse,no castle,no fairy tale

only two hearts that want to be together

Courage and love

With the quiet rain, I shall have a sweet dream.

:)

Faithfulness

Talking about faith
How do you define faith?

Faith is when I pray,I don't doubt God,

I have full confidence in Him

A story to share...
A guy said I pray for not raining dy
It won't rain....
Where in fact the sky was so dark
with the wind blowing so strong
Logically it will rain

I said "it will surely rain. Oh God,thought I've prayed for a good day? Guess Your answer is a NO huh?"
I was talking to myself,
then this guy saying
"you've already prayed,why do you doubt God? Why you so not faithful one? It won't rain"
I just smiled and walked away.
Then it rained,the guy ran like hell to find a shelter
I looked at him and said
"Faith is not praying and get what you want. You can't control the sky neither you can control God. I have faith in God simply means even if it rains,I know God means me no harm."

:)

Prayer is not your remote control!
Stop using it to test God
and say give thanks or glory to God
when your will is fulfilled
Even if Jesus Christ asked for God's will to be done
when He knew that He is going to die on the cross
Your love toward God should be pure
like children love
Obedience and call yourself FAITHFUL
Now,ask yourself
Do you still believe in Him during difficult time?

Lord,during my difficult time
teach me to say
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
Amen.

Friendster

Had a wonderful night with dear coursemates
Someone who is always there to support,nag and remind
Well,call myself lucky to have them
Chicken chop and shopping... <3

It has been a tough week
Don't have much time to rest even though holiday
Didn't even touch my notes
Sigh... don't stress don't stress
I promise I'll study tomorrow
You know,I don't cheat
:) jiayou!

Ending marks the new season

Vampire Diaries season 4 please!

Hehe..

=.=a

I LOVE YOU

Dad called this afternoon.
After so long...
Two weeks I didn't hear from him.
Before he hung up,I was trying to say
“I love you,daddy"
but stuck on my throat
only "emm emm emm" came out...
then he hung up when things get awkward
like usual...
and I continue with my work...

Just now...
HAHAHAHAHAHA...
Funny when he answered "O"
That is so my style!!!
Oh well,inherited...
:D
and we said the same thing..
see the "haven't slept"?
Awwww
suddenly miss home so much
:))
I wanna hug my papa bear soooooooooooooooooooooo much!

To you

Outside my window

I was reading your news

then,wind blew

I wanted to close the window

and I saw this

Took out my camera and snapped

rushed to downstairs

and witnessed it disappeared

It just disappeared

no matter how reluctant we are

same goes to life

within seconds,you're gone like forever

although I don't know you

when I read your news

I feel pain

you're still so young

must have many dreams haven't achieved

must have many words haven't said

must have many things...haven't done

may you rest in peace.

dedicated to you,someone who loves photography

Patricia Yiu.

Fine.

How come I still feel like....

being used by other people

comfort me,Lord.

=\

Trust Him,He will provide

Speak wisely

Make sure the thing that you say is more meaningful than your silence

你必须确保你说的事情比你的沉默还来得有价值

It is growing...

Dear hair on top of my head,
Hope you get better and better.
Amen.
Love,Esther.

:D

pleasure

barley peng on a hot sunny day