Emotion

:Have you recovered from post-ccn-syndrome?
:I never had that. In fact, I'm so glad that it is over now.

:Have you regretted for taking up this post?

:Erm... Not really. Since I take it already,it is my responsibility to complete it.

:Must be very stress. Your photos all no smile one,look very fierce.

:Oh well,I'm always like that. What to say when I'm stress. ^^|||

:Smile more.

:Hmmmmmmm... I'll try...

Well,I think one of my weakness is I don't smile. Or I don't know how to smile or... don't know. Some people also don't smile ah,why no people say they are aloof,proud or fierce leh? My look,perhaps. Sometimes,I'm just being tired/hungry. Like just now,I didn't smile because I was starving!! And maybe I just came out from exam hall... Isn't it weird when you need to explain to people why you smile,why you don't. It seems like everything I do is abnormal to people. I laugh,people commented I hyper. I keep quiet,people commented I emo. I should accept the fact that whatever I do,people comment. It happens to everybody,right? Ah,malas la wannna explain this explain that...

Actually I feel like eating McD, rommie oh rommie faster come back!

美丽的旅程

22年来最疯狂的事

担起了CCN主席这个位

也开始了坎坷又美丽的旅程

感谢主，给我这个机会

带来了烦恼，也带来了成就感

这2nd year总算没有白过了

只希望自己可以成长，成熟一点

不断的进步，不断的努力，不断的加油

现在只想告诉爸爸妈妈

你们的女儿很了不起

This is "what's wrong with me" recently

It seems like my life doesn't have much happy things to talk about. Today was a long day. Exhausted. Facilitator scolded and nagged like usual. Was it because of us or they are like that? Physically tired,mentally tired,emotionally ill...

There is certain point that I wish I can draw a border line with this world. To shut myself out of this place. No kidding..

Well,sorry for being emo in my blog again. There is no other way else for me to express all this negative emotion. If only someone understand and care... But I supposed none huh? God cares but how can I feel it? How?

Just because I WAS the president,people command me to do this do that? Ok,remind me to do this do that... If you wanna that thing to happen,ask the committees yourself la. Stop giving me that "you're the president mah" face. Lame excuse. You think very easy to communicate with our committees ah? We're all equal. I don't have more power than you. I don't treat you as my slave or workers. Why you want me to command others? Anything just bring it out on the committees and discuss. Not everything need to go thru me!

Responsibility... Why?

I'm always left out. In church,in class,in CCN,in anything... I tried to be nice to people,and they take me for granted. Here is the place where people judge you,people grade you...

The one who care is the one who doesn't understand. I don't like to explain. The one who understand is the one who doesn't care. I don't like to force. End up...forever alone in USMKK.

Can it be someone who just sit beside me,accompany me and keep quiet? Someone who can tolerate this "demand",perhaps?

I just missed home so much.

Bossy

Don't command me what to do,I don't need those crap!

退步了，演技

为什么你要拆穿我，为什么？？

为什么？？？

对不起让你失望了

我也不好受。。。

只是累了

The myth

No matter how tired and difficult,

I must complete this.

One more week to go!

那些年

很肥，很丑，很土的日子

不过，很yeng zai 一下那个头

kiam pui ar~!

Officially below 70kg!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
FIGHTING!~

I think hoh

use other healthy thing to replace not so healthy thing works

for example

replace ice cream with yogurt

bread with biscuits

sweet beverage with fruit/plain water

meat with toufu

less meat,less fried food

Sorry,need to separate with fast food for a while

KFC,Pizza hut,McD....

my own menu:-

Breakfast: biscuits with milo

Lunch: vegetarian food

Dinner: oatmeal with raisin and fruit

I can do it!

GAMBATEH!

How has life transformed me

When life is getting dramatic,

make sure you can act well.

I know

you wished that you care less

you refused to feel more

you make yourself busy

you categorized things

you started to forgive

you slowly forget you used to...

BUT

when you learnt to love yourself more

when you cherish people who stay by your side

when you let go of those who not worth your attention

when you don't force things to happen

when you listen to your heart

when you can cry out loud after each broken dream

when you wipe your own tears and pick yourself up

when you can laugh and do silly thing once again

Be gratitude

这泪水承载着多少的委屈

真的一发不可收拾

唉~~~

我会没事的

最怕你突然说要放弃

Cute unknown guy

Talked to a guy these few days.

Kept bumping into him,don't know why.

I met him before at Dr Tee's house.

He introduced himself and I forgot his name.

I introduced myself and he forgot mine.

But we seems to be comfortable with this kinda friendship.

Not knowing each other names.

have been thinking about him lately.

Crush?

Hmmmm...

He doesn't seem to be interested in me.

HAHAHA!

=X

Study.

气死我了！！！

我还要忍到什么时候？

身边都是小人

我真是招谁惹谁了我

不会做事就算了

还理直气壮的

真是，杀了我吧

麻烦人，一次就够了

真是浪费我的时间和精力和你一般见识

我不管了，一个星期

你给不到我要的，你就等着吃炸药吧

#@%*(&%^$#%^()*&^%$#@$%^(*&^%$#$#%^

我相信了

性格不合

原来真的是个分开的理由

frequency不同

真的完全沟通不到

想不到，我们都败给了

性格不合