Wednesday, August 31, 2011

员工欢送会

昨晚去吃饭,然后去了唱K。终于吃到fish and chips了!太高兴了! 哈哈! 然后我喜欢唱歌,不,应该说我热爱唱歌。

但是。。

老板开了一箱的Heineken。我喝了一点点,感觉很糟。他们坚持要把我灌醉,好可怕。比强奸我还可怕,真的。

第一,我极度讨厌酒。可能是因为我爸的关系。

7个人,4男,3女。3个抽烟。天啊,想像一下.... 你被困在一间房间,火灾了,你逃不出来,周围烟雾弥漫,是不是很想死?够力咯!肺都黑了一半,真的。下不为例,打死我都不参加这种聚会/应酬。

第二,我痛恨抽烟。也是因为我爸的关系。

突然发现原来我爸对我的影响有这么大!哈哈哈

昨天其实还满好玩的,除了喝酒和抽烟。 ==Y

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

加油

忘了一点
趁现在短发
暂时当个帅帅女

哈哈哈!

努力让自己变漂亮

此时此刻
我好后悔把头发剪了
真的后悔了
不过我会好好地把它留回来

我要当美女!!!!
要让人眼前一亮
藉着部落格
我要对自己喊话
我要在明年
送自己一份最好的生日礼物
我要减肥,变美!!
加油!!!

要当个有自信的女人
要像蝴蝶般的蜕变
我会成功的!

气质好
品质好
素质好
我向往的....

我和你,一样吗?

Saturday, August 27, 2011

突然好想你

你挥霍了我的爱
让我不敢再提起爱
开始信仰音乐
疗着你留下的伤

虽然突然想起你
心还是会揪一下的痛
可是我学会了感恩
感谢你让我期盼已久的爱
不完美

人生总有那么几次是
不完美的
谁都知道完美不可能
可是没有人不期待完美
所以我们不断努力
希望有一天可以接近完美
得到幸福

人说
幸福离我们很近,
只是我们忘了靠近

未知的幸福,你到了吗?
:)

Friday, August 26, 2011

Beginning is always the toughest!

Alright,
Finally there is some progress...
I deserve a good weekend.
and I got headache now.
Zzzz

Finger crossed,
Everything please be alright!
Uh wah~~!!

How to start?

Borneo night.
Zzzz
History of Sarawak.
Zzzz
What do I want?
Zzzz
What is your concept?
Zzzz
What is your plan?
Zzzz

Sh*t,I don't know.
Can help me?
:)

How to ask for help?
Since I don't know what I want?
ZZZ

I know!
Sheez,save me!

Ok,calm down,
Think....think....think....

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Ok,I'm crazy.
xD

:(

Photography.

I'm learning today.
And it is fun.
:D

Thursday, August 25, 2011

倒墙

最近精神有点恍惚,茫然,无助....
很像四面八方的东西都向我倒
但我却没有丝毫想反抗的念头
一直逃避,一直逃避,一直逃避
我该怎么办?

Mum's kitchen


:)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Last time...

My blog is nice to read. Hahahaha! I'm bored,so I read back all the entries. I like the way I encouraged myself. It sounded like I have a very strong will that I wanna achieve something. I express every penny of my thought on my blog.

However,as time goes by,I've changed. I'm a totally different person now. I'm a coward,lazy and boring person now. Yes,I think so. Most of the time,I'll just accept whatever that comes my way. I'm so lazy to explain,so lazy to change,so lazy to deal with problem. I accept everything regardless it is right or wrong,I want or don't want. Because I'm sick of fighting for anything. Probably life has taught me to protect myself more. I'm building wall,just like everybody does. No longer think so highly of myself. Maybe in other people life,I'm not that important as I thought I was....

Yeah,I was once a fighter until everything around let me down.

They say fire starting in my heart,reaching a fever pitch and they bring me out of dark...
The scars of your love,they leave me breathless....

The lyrics remind me the life I used to have.... no more. :)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011


I miss you.

Are you still there when I get back?

pfft!

Wake up remembering thing
that I tried so hard to forget last night.

It seems like
tonnes of work waiting for me,
yet I'm so lazy and choose to ignore.
=\

CREATIVITY...
Inspiration!
Where are you?

ps : I like that picture. =D

Monday, August 22, 2011

Tell yourself today.

Depression, low self esteem, fear & insecurities are just some of the things that keep women from discovering just how amazing they truly are.

"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." Psalm 139:14

You're amazing,just the way you are...

My Lord is good,all the time.

来人,呆去洗澡!


8月22日,晴
阿呆,不爱洗澡....
玩躲猫猫一会才肯乖乖就范
花了很多力气,最终还是成功了。
(^^)Y

Friday, August 19, 2011

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Being honest is bad,sometimes.

Seriously,
the bathroom scale is always
the most honest instrument in the world
and CRUEL!
T________________T

Fats,I'm gonna burn you within this month!
Wait and See!
I'm truly very the over-oily these days.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Accupa

Green tea is still my favorite.
:D
It is a cold morning,again.

Monday, August 15, 2011

我想我失去了....
表达自己的能力

LOST

I don't think I'm ready to go back to Uni.
Noooooooooooooooooooooooo
I DON'T WANT!

Thursday, August 11, 2011

无言

‎:小姐(惊吓,停顿两秒)。。不好意思,先生,要买甘蔗水吗?
:(白了他一眼)我是小姐。。
:不好意思

:先生,小姐,要买菊花茶吗?(不可能称呼我朋友先生吧?)
:她们叫我什么啊?
(小妹妹们落荒而逃)
:(哈哈大笑)叫你不要没事把头发剪到这么短了!

=_____________________________​_________= 天啊,世界怎么了?

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

How?

Ok,say what...
I'm going to KK soon.
I don't really worry about money.
But without money,life is "stressful"
because you tend to think alot.
Your shopping is restricted,
in fact everything is restricted.

Next week gonna be a super free week.
Coz my boss din arrange any job for me.
thus,I 失业 liao.

I wanna go take photos actually.
Go to beach or anywhere outside..
First I will think,hmmmmm
No people go with me.
Second,if got people wanna go with me,
I have to drive.
Thinking about last week,
my mum complained about my petrol fee.
Oops...
Pump my own petrol?
bo $$..
See the importance of $$ ?

Oh someone,please save me...
Get me out of here!!!
How nice if I have a friend,
who like photography,
willing to take turn to drive...
I wasn't saying my friends don't want to drive,
but they don't have cars.
I understand completely.
That's the problem.

haizzz...
I think EMO comes from boredom...

It seems like there is nothing I can do alone at home.
Sigh.. life~

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Time slips...

Bye bye ah ying,
my gal...
=(

Sing Garden
Fish head bee hoon!
Very delicious.
^^b

Tupperware
Hui Sing,
sesat in Kuching for the first time.
sweat. ==|||

Mum bought me a new bottle pouch.
and a big box of tupperware products.
=D

It's August...
Ah buuuuu....
Tot four months will last like...
forever?
o.O

Monday, August 1, 2011

Ah ying's farewell~


Had fun today.
When is the next time?
3 years from now?
Hopefully...

Should I go tomorrow?
Dilemma.