disappointed.

I still remember this conversation. Don't know why.

it's like a recording tape that keep playing in my mind.

: What if one day I die?

: Well, if you want me to treat you as dead...

Sometimes we train people to live, the way we want them to live.

So that one day if we really leave this world, they can still carry on with their lives.

But how cruel is that for us, to accept a living person wants us to treat them like a dead one.

As if he/she never exist...

Why rehearse this since all of us will go thru it one day?

We will find a way when the day comes.

Why worry and miss the chance of cherishing and appreciating others?

Seriously don't get what's the meaning of all those craps.

Those who say that,you're not noble.

you're just plain selfish.

because you take life for granted,

you let those who love you down.

Sun rises for everyone.

Praise the Lord,who give the earth life.

残缺的美

一无所有的我，配得起生命丰富的你吗？

Problems are not stop signs ; they are guidelines.

seh kia

Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Tomorrow no class.

Well,guess I'm still like a primary school kid.

Happy when I heard tomorrow class canceled.

Gonna buy rice cooker.

Waiseh, what if I turn into a cooking mama!

a big chef...

anyway,cooking is fun.

xD

When was the last time I talk to you like this?

Sometimes a phone call does matter.

I miss you la. :)

miss those day we talk until you have to sleep over my place.

or gossip until the kopitiam closed...

Can't wait to go yamcha with you!!

I thought I've forgotten.

But in fact, I haven't yet.

I WANT A DSLR!!!

I'm fine.

I'm toasted.

beach,driving,walking,selling...everything

under the super duper hot sun.

and I realized I don't sweat at all.

that's why I feel very hot inside,

So uncomfy and sickening.

:S

Yesterday WUS was great.

We earned about 1k in a single day.

WOW,I really love myself la when I tawar-menawar with customer.

I'm good at talking,man.

don't play play.

Have been acting like a zombie for this week.

Sorry,I'm neither sick nor moody.

I'm just very tired....

so the very tired.

cannot imagine kinda tired.

and sleepy.

that's all.

Going to church is fun and the best.

Stay united,KCYS.

I really do wish I can serve

as much as I can in these 4 years.

I notice only a few cina-s in our community.

ya,the sense of NOT Belonging does come in once in a while.

and I feel left out.

oh well,somehow people manage to pull me back.

and most importantly,

God stick us together.

I really don't know what would I be

without my family in Christ.

No matter who you are,

In God family,

you guys are always my dearest friends,

my support and strength.

Tonight CNY night,

SHOW TIME,baby~

Eat EAt and EAT

GOsh,I ate 8 popiahs at one go!

well,I suppose people eat when they stress.

Ok,maybe not.

Only I do.

xD

Friends hold you when you fall.

I know everyone is busy.

I know everyone is stressful.

Chill...

and don't forget to pray for God's strength.

I'll always support you!

CNY will be a great success.

Reach out,

and I'll hold your hand.

Church is my second home. :)

Have a feast in church! =D

the spaghetti makes me think of my mum. :)

And most importantly,

ICE CREAM!!!!

Thank God!!!

I have lotsa fun.

and well fed.

Muahahahahhahahahaa

Yay! food makes me hyper!

happy chap goh meh!

have a great year ahead!!!

Zzz

I'm a good person,but not a good friend.

I think alot

and I confused people at time.

I don't like to share my burden and sorrow.

I carry them on my shoulder,

sometimes kepoh mai people business,

capricorn,born in such way.

However,I don't cry doesn't mean I won't feel hurt.

I don't say doesn't mean it means nothing to me.

I hope someone cares,

at the same time,I afraid I'd lost it.

I treat people the way I wish to be treated

but people take me for granted.

when thing gets a little bit out of hand,

life doesn't seem to get any better,

it's time to sleep and forget.

I lift it up,Lord.

At the end, it's in God's hands.

Just sit back and have faith in the decisions He makes.

Let God be God.

How true is that. :)

Jesus said : "let your heart not to be troubled.

Instead,have faith in God.

Have faith in ME."

Sigh...

When life is miserable,

confidence crush to ground.

I realized I have to be strong,

pick up myself and move on.

I have no choice.

Yeah,I have no choice.

Valentine day! Is love in the air? xP

Valentine day is just an ordinary day without valentine huh?

hahaha.. I guess so.

Telephone dad last night.

Being naughty and kepoh see him got project or not.

Mana tau,he doesn't have one.

Sigh... what a boring old folk. XD

Talking about romance.

I bet my sister is having her sweet time in Taiwan.

><

She never fails to make me jealous.

Well well.... since it's a day,a festival maybe.

I should pamper myself.

What should I eat for lunch?

Ice cream? Yum!

Happy valentine day to those celebrating it.

And yeah,I love myself.

=D

.........

Well,it's absolutely a disappointing news that I'm not being selected for convex.

God,do You really have a better plan for me?

or was it just me,cheating myself and trying to make myself feel better?

I don't know.

I'm discouraged.

Sigh...

Jesus restore my confidence.

I need You...

prayer for a friend.

When I pray for you,I pray with joy. :)

心有点痛

看着电话

等到的

除了失望

还有绝望

简讯可以删，

照片可以遮，

眼神可以躲，

对于忘记你，

我尽了最大的努力

想念你的习惯，

该怎么戒掉？

我不知道

也许你只是

我借来的幸福

时间到了

就该还掉。

budak bahagia

Went to church.

Choir.

Receive Holy Communion.

Met with friends.

Chit chatting.

Badminton.

Huggies.

Laughter.

Steamboat with friends.

That's the reason why I love Friday in Kelantan.

Thou I was annoyed by some people,other friends cheer me up.

Today is a blessed day,indeed. :)))))

ps : I haven't touch any book yet. gotta start later. =P

Jesus loves me. :)

I think we sang well la this morning. LOLx

I just feel happy and contented to be able to go to church every week.

I'm neither tied nor restricted.

I'm free and I'm glad that God has found me.

Over the years,people always think that we're searching for God.

However,it's God that seeks for us most of the time.

come to think of this,

when Adam committed sin,did he go to God and claimed that he's wrong.

the answer is NO.

God is the one who keep calling for Adam.

From this point,we can clearly see that,

it is sin that keeps us away from God.

And Jesus came,to take away this sin.

Who am I to receive such a big gift

yet I'm just a sinner.

I share a part on nailing our Lord on the cross.

Christ has died for us.

and no sin is bigger than not believing you can be forgiven.

Christ has died

Christ has died

FOR OUR SIN

God is always there

to forgive

it's all depends on oneself whether to open and receive or shut and reject.

God without human still God.

but man without God is nothing.

He first loves us and restore the ability to love on us.

that we'll be able to love one another.

all because He loves.

and today Jesus told me

I'm forgiven and He loves me.

I know...

Say a prayer when you feel something.

Wake up feeling useless and stressful.

Assignments and CA.

oh,leave me alone and give me some space.

Phew~ what a way to start a day.

STUPID!

But then.....

Browse thru facebook on my bed using my cellphone,

and I saw this : HAKUNA MATATA.

posted by a friend.

Oh yeah,I posted something about this last time too.

Don't worry,be happy. I Used To say.

I shouldn't worry. :)

Thanks,I guess God sends the msg to me thru my friend.

It does lift me up a bit.

Check me when I murmur,Lord.

And when I complain and grumble,regard it not.

Thank You.

You make my day.

Let start the day with a smile and God's love.

Will you dance with me in God's presence?

:)))))

ps : I think my hair is funny and it eventually made me smile when I brushed my teeth. HAHAHAHAHA.. cool,I entertain myself. XD

SEE RED!

I'm totally pissed off.

I starred at her and quit talking.

I'm seriously annoyed.

What do you mean,I leave all the job to you?

I don't even need to inform you at first.

I'm not going to tolerate.

I'm not born to please you.

If you think you're doing thing alone,go ahead and do it yourself.

Sick of being misunderstood.

And darn you,stupid mosquitoes.

Extremely bad mood now.

!#%#^$&%$@#%#&%^#^$%$

Does it help? oh come on.

Sigh.

It's never a true false question.

Why are we hurting each other?

Why did you say that?

Why did you keep quiet?

Why did you scream?

Why did you worry?

Why did you upset?

WHY?

back to uni.

CNY is really a great time. Despite the angpao,reunion make it a special one. I love you,my family and friends. and wherever I am,I'm missing you all badly. :)

Blanket,Bed sheet,Pillow case,2 Jeans,3 Shirts,a pair of socks and a big beach towel...all handwashed. Oh man,I'm absolutely cool and strong!

Next,gonna kick the stupid anatomy and physiology ass. Gosh,it's chasing right behind me. RUN!!!

Currently,watching ps I love you. :)