now i finally realized.. why i got insomnia. it's not about my roommie,not about the light,not about the temperature... THAT's the reason.
it's gonna to be a down to valley day again today. oh God,is this a challenge? why it never seems to end? i'm kinda tired dy...
i think she has chosen the wrong person,same goes to him. but somehow i feel that woman will suffer more when she pick the wrong husband. =\
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
wake up feeling happy.
wake up feeling happy.
how awesome is that?
and how unusual...
i feel like studying today. hahahahaha!
keep the spirit up!
Thursday, October 28, 2010
it's raining
because when the sun shine,we shine together
told you i'll be here forever
that i'll always be your friend!!
u la la.. it rains...
quiet morning. and i'm enjoying the sound of rain.
he picked up a little flower for her. how sweet! she must have meant alot to him.
there's always someone.. who you can't describe how good he/she is,but no one can ever replace him/her in your heart. again,not everything has a reason.
morning jog is forever the best. too bad i still can't find anyone to share the joy.
the sky is so lovely just now. i wish my arms are long enough to touch the sky!!!! hehe...
told you i'll be here forever
that i'll always be your friend!!
u la la.. it rains...
quiet morning. and i'm enjoying the sound of rain.
he picked up a little flower for her. how sweet! she must have meant alot to him.
there's always someone.. who you can't describe how good he/she is,but no one can ever replace him/her in your heart. again,not everything has a reason.
morning jog is forever the best. too bad i still can't find anyone to share the joy.
the sky is so lovely just now. i wish my arms are long enough to touch the sky!!!! hehe...
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
ospe done
having lunch at 3pm isn't a good idea. i felt so hungry and dizzy during ospe. sigh.. worst, i got headache now,thank to the super duper hot weather. maybe i should nap for a while! bed my comfy bed!
comment about my exam. nothing much to say,not fully prepared. time to study harder. i'm forgetful during normal day,what to say during exam time. haiz.. now,what's next? FINAL is less than two weeks time. oh my!
i miss you,da jie,er jie and big fat sheep at home!!!!!
comment about my exam. nothing much to say,not fully prepared. time to study harder. i'm forgetful during normal day,what to say during exam time. haiz.. now,what's next? FINAL is less than two weeks time. oh my!
i miss you,da jie,er jie and big fat sheep at home!!!!!
Monday, October 25, 2010
3 points
the grand essentials of happiness are :
something to believe
something to love
and
something to hope for
something to believe
something to love
and
something to hope for
october 25th,evening
wow! laugh all the way long. when was the very last time i did this? hehe.. what an extremely happy day!!! pls,don't use up all the good luck and happiness in one single day! finger crossed!
i'm so real and free in front of her. no need to pretend. good,i think thats why i like to be with her. =)) thank you
i saw someone thru the window. she's wearing her glasses with facial mask on and looking at her laptop. hahaha. ROFL. hmmmmm,maybe i should do facial also. tmr after ospe.
for now,shower and study. phew!
ps : i have a nice walk and it's NOT called wasting time,stupid!!! i pity you who don't know how to relax and enjoy life,indeed.
i'm so real and free in front of her. no need to pretend. good,i think thats why i like to be with her. =)) thank you
i saw someone thru the window. she's wearing her glasses with facial mask on and looking at her laptop. hahaha. ROFL. hmmmmm,maybe i should do facial also. tmr after ospe.
for now,shower and study. phew!
ps : i have a nice walk and it's NOT called wasting time,stupid!!! i pity you who don't know how to relax and enjoy life,indeed.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
cheer up cheer up!
make a wish and it'll come true.
tapao happiness and love!!!!!!!!!
i need them.. lots-lotsa them!! AMEN!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
think this think that
i found out i'm kinda possessive. I DON'T CARE, I WANT WHAT I WANT! like i normally say. hey,is it wrong to expect and fight for what you want? my studies,my parents,my siblings,my friends,my sleep,my entertainment,my everything. i remembered the time i got straight As for my upsr,mum bought me a video game player. since then, i've been taught to earn everything by my own effort.
now i've grown up,i realized that something doesn't work in this way especially relationship. i can't help but to accept it. i'm not afraid of love because i know reluctance might cost me to miss the one i loved. when i want something,i'll fight for it. when i love someone,i'll love them wholeheartedly. but i think i have a little problem in saying it out. instead,im more to the action type. time has slowly proven me wrong for expecting or depending on a person too much. many times,it doesn't follow my 'earn it' rule and i get frustrated.
however,as i said before, don't teach me to give up,i'll never learn. my heart was broken countless times,but God's love never fail. after a while,i'll be able to pick up myself and move on. there's something i can't either force or earn it. i can do my best but to have it or not,it depends on God,another party and lotsa lotsa conditions that tag along. for that part,i lift it to God. my pride and possessiveness,may God bless them and make them to be used in a correct way and shape me into a better person. =))
i do get jealous thou,when the things i want being taken. still in the process of learning... to share. hahaha... all the best,esther song!
ps : i got insomnia again. @.@
pss : i'm so gonna dead for next tues opse! geez,creepy
now i've grown up,i realized that something doesn't work in this way especially relationship. i can't help but to accept it. i'm not afraid of love because i know reluctance might cost me to miss the one i loved. when i want something,i'll fight for it. when i love someone,i'll love them wholeheartedly. but i think i have a little problem in saying it out. instead,im more to the action type. time has slowly proven me wrong for expecting or depending on a person too much. many times,it doesn't follow my 'earn it' rule and i get frustrated.
however,as i said before, don't teach me to give up,i'll never learn. my heart was broken countless times,but God's love never fail. after a while,i'll be able to pick up myself and move on. there's something i can't either force or earn it. i can do my best but to have it or not,it depends on God,another party and lotsa lotsa conditions that tag along. for that part,i lift it to God. my pride and possessiveness,may God bless them and make them to be used in a correct way and shape me into a better person. =))
i do get jealous thou,when the things i want being taken. still in the process of learning... to share. hahaha... all the best,esther song!
ps : i got insomnia again. @.@
pss : i'm so gonna dead for next tues opse! geez,creepy
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
la la la
i keep quiet
thought you know i hurt
an evening without you
has left a scar in my heart
i know but it's too late
my heart still follow blindly
like a clock that works purposelessly
try to paint our memories
but i can't seem to draw
the evidence of being loved
thought you know i hurt
an evening without you
has left a scar in my heart
i know but it's too late
my heart still follow blindly
like a clock that works purposelessly
try to paint our memories
but i can't seem to draw
the evidence of being loved
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
talkative
yesterday was a good day. done my presentation,got back my bm essay and biochem result. everything was alright,expected and i got what i want. =))
a 30 mins chat can mean alot. depend on who you be with. and i was locked outside the room when i went to my friends' room to chat! >< bring ya key wherever you go,esther song!!!
did the deco thingy until 1.30am. by the time i go to bed,it's already 2am. again,feel sorry for myself. hehehehehe.. but the satisfaction of making something that can be displayed to others is great. can't wait to see how it turn out to be. we have a best leader ever,siew ching! she's considerate,caring and fun to be with. a few of us talked alot last night. it has been a while since i last talked to a bunch of friends. it's a pleasure. i did a very stupid mistake last night and was so depressed,she came,comforted me and fixed the problem. waisehhh.. salute! the best leadership is to help your teammate to grow,be with them and at the same time you learn. don't feel like joining choir for cny anymore la,feel like joining deco. hahaha.. i have to decide.. smartly.
overall,it's a talkative day.
a 30 mins chat can mean alot. depend on who you be with. and i was locked outside the room when i went to my friends' room to chat! >< bring ya key wherever you go,esther song!!!
did the deco thingy until 1.30am. by the time i go to bed,it's already 2am. again,feel sorry for myself. hehehehehe.. but the satisfaction of making something that can be displayed to others is great. can't wait to see how it turn out to be. we have a best leader ever,siew ching! she's considerate,caring and fun to be with. a few of us talked alot last night. it has been a while since i last talked to a bunch of friends. it's a pleasure. i did a very stupid mistake last night and was so depressed,she came,comforted me and fixed the problem. waisehhh.. salute! the best leadership is to help your teammate to grow,be with them and at the same time you learn. don't feel like joining choir for cny anymore la,feel like joining deco. hahaha.. i have to decide.. smartly.
overall,it's a talkative day.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
funny! hahaha
bagi lelaki, mungkin masalah obesiti yang dialami tidaklah begitu besar. Tetapi bagi perempuan yang berbadan besar, untuk menjumpai pasangan adalah satu perkara yang paling bermasalah. ini kerana, realitinya, lelaki tidak berminat dengan perempuan yang berbadan besar. ya, itulah realitinya.
== sound like my confession. who wrote this kinda script huh?
== sound like my confession. who wrote this kinda script huh?
i define today as down.
love what is ahead by loving what has come before.
but if the past hurts so much that i don't want anymore,can i just let go? i'm not moving forward today. i can't focus,i can't study,i don't feel like talking,i don't even feel like eating... all i do is sleep sleep sleep sleep and sleep!
remember to forget or forget to remember?
empty... pathetic soul
sickening feeling
but if the past hurts so much that i don't want anymore,can i just let go? i'm not moving forward today. i can't focus,i can't study,i don't feel like talking,i don't even feel like eating... all i do is sleep sleep sleep sleep and sleep!
remember to forget or forget to remember?
empty... pathetic soul
sickening feeling
library!!
updating blog in the library is another new experience. haha.. not fair,how come the connection here is so good while my room one so lousy.
and i had shoulder cramp this morning and the pain woke me up! ouch!! pain to the max. geez! when will all this end? btw, shoulder cramp,never heard of it? ya,it's a new term because i think the pain is kinda similar to leg cramp. or i sprained my trapezius when i turned my body? LOLx cincai lai.. whatever la,shoulder pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no need specific term and i don't know how to name it also.
sigh.. leave the computer room and study.
and i had shoulder cramp this morning and the pain woke me up! ouch!! pain to the max. geez! when will all this end? btw, shoulder cramp,never heard of it? ya,it's a new term because i think the pain is kinda similar to leg cramp. or i sprained my trapezius when i turned my body? LOLx cincai lai.. whatever la,shoulder pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no need specific term and i don't know how to name it also.
sigh.. leave the computer room and study.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
all mix up!
morning jog is good. a moment of loneliness,a moment of silence...
i can sense that mum is happy when she told me that dad takes her to the park every morning. does the msg work? i don't know. i'm surprised my dad does it. last time my mum and i used to drag him,he never go. probably daddy needs more love.. he always look so strong. did i take him for granted? throughout these years,do i really care for him? sorry,dad,i really am.
oi pisang,this is for you! when something really good happen,i miss you because you're the one i wanna share with. when something troubling me,i miss you because you're the one who understand me or at least try as much as you can to understand. when i'm bored,i miss you because you're the one who bother to reply my message eventhough it's obviously lame. i cherish the feeling of being loved and knowing that no matter what someone is there for me that i can talk about anything. i may not know you long enough,but i know we can be some sort like best friends. if not forever,at least for these 4 years. =))
like all of us,we have pretty serious mood swings.
however,pork cheer me up. thank you,Jane! for the non-halal food. ^^
phew~ what a day.
i can sense that mum is happy when she told me that dad takes her to the park every morning. does the msg work? i don't know. i'm surprised my dad does it. last time my mum and i used to drag him,he never go. probably daddy needs more love.. he always look so strong. did i take him for granted? throughout these years,do i really care for him? sorry,dad,i really am.
oi pisang,this is for you! when something really good happen,i miss you because you're the one i wanna share with. when something troubling me,i miss you because you're the one who understand me or at least try as much as you can to understand. when i'm bored,i miss you because you're the one who bother to reply my message eventhough it's obviously lame. i cherish the feeling of being loved and knowing that no matter what someone is there for me that i can talk about anything. i may not know you long enough,but i know we can be some sort like best friends. if not forever,at least for these 4 years. =))
like all of us,we have pretty serious mood swings.
however,pork cheer me up. thank you,Jane! for the non-halal food. ^^
phew~ what a day.
this is what you called weekend!
when i give you something,doesn't mean that i don't like it. it's just that i don't feel like eating at that moment or i just wanna give you.
i'm not ugly,it's just that i'm not pretty.
when there's disagreement,it doesn't mean that another party is wrong. it's just that we have different opinion.
we need not solve problem with meanness and fists,all you need is understanding and kind words.
wow,huge and nice house uncle francis own.
grilled chicken with peppermint lime dressing, roti tempayan, chicken curry, salad, ice lemon tea, watermelon, pudding cake!!!!!
fellowship and songs! i wish i can play the piano.
friends make you feel better and warm-hearted when you're far away from home.
a hug is a pill that always works.
seriously need to start work out dy. look at my spare tyre! urghhh...
i'm not ugly,it's just that i'm not pretty.
when there's disagreement,it doesn't mean that another party is wrong. it's just that we have different opinion.
we need not solve problem with meanness and fists,all you need is understanding and kind words.
wow,huge and nice house uncle francis own.
grilled chicken with peppermint lime dressing, roti tempayan, chicken curry, salad, ice lemon tea, watermelon, pudding cake!!!!!
fellowship and songs! i wish i can play the piano.
friends make you feel better and warm-hearted when you're far away from home.
a hug is a pill that always works.
seriously need to start work out dy. look at my spare tyre! urghhh...
Friday, October 15, 2010
tired.
IT's A FINE MORNING! i said
what is your facebook post today? and mary asked this morning.
someone actually read my stupid fb post. hahaha. strange. =P
bellinda pointed on my head and asked why here...
i continued : no hair.
actually i know my hair is getting less and less each day. genetic problem? part of it. i think it has more to do with stress. when does it start? form 4 i think. hmmmmmmmmmmm
yea,it's time to cut. long hair never seems to belong to me. maybe i should not hold on for things that don't belong to me.
let go let go~ i give up!
what is your facebook post today? and mary asked this morning.
someone actually read my stupid fb post. hahaha. strange. =P
bellinda pointed on my head and asked why here...
i continued : no hair.
actually i know my hair is getting less and less each day. genetic problem? part of it. i think it has more to do with stress. when does it start? form 4 i think. hmmmmmmmmmmm
yea,it's time to cut. long hair never seems to belong to me. maybe i should not hold on for things that don't belong to me.
let go let go~ i give up!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
come on... cheer up
why can't i do this to myself also? so that i can relax a bit... =X
don't worry be happy
ease my pain,please
when you come to the end of your rope,tie a knot and hang on.
i'm discouraged and worried again.. =((
hate this kinda feeling,especially before exam.
definitely not a good way to start a day.
but still happen and i can't control
anyway,carry on... carry on.... Carry On... CARRY ON...
i'm discouraged and worried again.. =((
hate this kinda feeling,especially before exam.
definitely not a good way to start a day.
but still happen and i can't control
anyway,carry on... carry on.... Carry On... CARRY ON...
i'm like that one lo
don't know how to give up,
i think i'll continue to give...
it has become a habit.
no regret even if in the end,i gain nothing.
dare to dream,dare to chase
i want to be a GREAT dream catcher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i'll continue to give...
it has become a habit.
no regret even if in the end,i gain nothing.
dare to dream,dare to chase
i want to be a GREAT dream catcher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
life's once after all. =))
some guys are just too bossy and loud.
however,i actually had a good laugh at him. LOLx
don't like his attitude thou.
pretend i can't hear or see him...
ignorance is a bliss.
i pray that all of us will have a good day including myself.
when there's love,there's hope.
people matter,not things. keep supporting one another.
take it nicely and slowly.
most importantly,HAVE FUN!
however,i actually had a good laugh at him. LOLx
don't like his attitude thou.
pretend i can't hear or see him...
ignorance is a bliss.
i pray that all of us will have a good day including myself.
when there's love,there's hope.
people matter,not things. keep supporting one another.
take it nicely and slowly.
most importantly,HAVE FUN!
Monday, October 11, 2010
that's what i think
green tea or peppermint will do. =)) give me greenie thing! xD
mooncake festival tmr. won't get to watch anything since i'll be on backstage.
nobody want to do it,but somebody have to do it.
so i'm the chosen one. hahaha!
and i taruhkan segala harapan saya on the lucky draw. jk.. no sure they will take back our tickets or not coz scare not enough,kan? hmmmmmmmmm
if really like that,i spend 7 ringgits for body ache and anger + gain nothing lo?
who will do this kinda sacrifice? i think only stupid people like me will do. ==
kinda pain to see some of your friends cried helplessly but nothing can be done.
now,everyone is so tensed because of this stupid mooncake thing.
why things turn out like that? i thought it suppose to be sth grand and happy? again ==
gosh,and the pain spread to clavicle area this morning. T.T
how lovely and sweet if the little pill,panadol works right?
ignore ignore ignore. focus and study!
mooncake festival tmr. won't get to watch anything since i'll be on backstage.
nobody want to do it,but somebody have to do it.
so i'm the chosen one. hahaha!
and i taruhkan segala harapan saya on the lucky draw. jk.. no sure they will take back our tickets or not coz scare not enough,kan? hmmmmmmmmm
if really like that,i spend 7 ringgits for body ache and anger + gain nothing lo?
who will do this kinda sacrifice? i think only stupid people like me will do. ==
kinda pain to see some of your friends cried helplessly but nothing can be done.
now,everyone is so tensed because of this stupid mooncake thing.
why things turn out like that? i thought it suppose to be sth grand and happy? again ==
gosh,and the pain spread to clavicle area this morning. T.T
how lovely and sweet if the little pill,panadol works right?
ignore ignore ignore. focus and study!
Sunday, October 10, 2010
ouch
my upper limbs hurt! my shoulder hurts more! and why is this tremendous headache hatta come at this very moment?!?!
urgh,it's going to rain soon.
urgh,it's going to rain soon.
i'm loving me!
salmon spread,wholemeal bread,milk,apple and potato chips!
SIMPLY LOVE THE WAY I PAMPER MYSELF. with food. =D
now,it's time to love one another by sharing food!! hahahahaha!
ps : don't let stress control you,you're far more capable to control it.
SIMPLY LOVE THE WAY I PAMPER MYSELF. with food. =D
now,it's time to love one another by sharing food!! hahahahaha!
ps : don't let stress control you,you're far more capable to control it.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
funny
sms-ed daddy. told him i miss him.
he called back and asked me what happen? ==
and i told him i love him. he replied okok. ==
my daddy is so the very not romantic at all! same goes to my mum. =\
perhaps he scared i call back to ask for extra pocket money. =P
ROFL
just do your best
my biggest dream...
is to find happiness...
in my everyday life!
thus,actions must be taken.
happiness doesn't come to me automatically
find a reason to happy.
there are many things that can make me happy.
food,money,jokes,facebook..
none of these last.
something is missing.
tried to look into myself and find.
i think i've lost my confidence and fear of failure has taken his place
i think i've lost my health and tiredness has taken his place
i think i've lost my discipline and procrastination has taken his place
everytime i feel like saying something,i think about it and swallow it back.
because when you say it too often,people won't listen.
it's kinda like impossible to find someone who truly listen to you
you don't have to agree,don't have to say anything. just listen.
i need a trash bin to pour out my worries and dissatisfaction
but who wanna be a trash bin right? so just keep it la.
who don't have problem. everyone does.
at the same time,it is to avoid self pity and keep myself strong ;)
sometimes i call myself loser which i should not
sometimes i call myself coward which i should not
asked many people am i like that?
mum said i'm not
friends said i'm not
are they just trying to comfort me?
once again i denied myself eventhough outside confirm me
people look at you exactly the same as how you think of yourself
I'M NOT and i REFUSE to become one.
i need more self motivation and acknowledgement
last,don't compare me with others. extremely hate it
is to find happiness...
in my everyday life!
thus,actions must be taken.
happiness doesn't come to me automatically
find a reason to happy.
there are many things that can make me happy.
food,money,jokes,facebook..
none of these last.
something is missing.
tried to look into myself and find.
i think i've lost my confidence and fear of failure has taken his place
i think i've lost my health and tiredness has taken his place
i think i've lost my discipline and procrastination has taken his place
everytime i feel like saying something,i think about it and swallow it back.
because when you say it too often,people won't listen.
it's kinda like impossible to find someone who truly listen to you
you don't have to agree,don't have to say anything. just listen.
i need a trash bin to pour out my worries and dissatisfaction
but who wanna be a trash bin right? so just keep it la.
who don't have problem. everyone does.
at the same time,it is to avoid self pity and keep myself strong ;)
sometimes i call myself loser which i should not
sometimes i call myself coward which i should not
asked many people am i like that?
mum said i'm not
friends said i'm not
are they just trying to comfort me?
once again i denied myself eventhough outside confirm me
people look at you exactly the same as how you think of yourself
I'M NOT and i REFUSE to become one.
i need more self motivation and acknowledgement
last,don't compare me with others. extremely hate it
Thursday, October 7, 2010
7 oct 2010
block all outer stimulus! and enjoy being alone! =D knowing too many things is not good sometimes. hahaha
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
i miss my mum
you don't dare to tell me what happened at home,so do i.. don't dare to mention how terrible i felt yesterday.
but both of us know.. we need each other support.
you told me the reason and said sorry for being harsh to us sometimes.
it's ok. let the past be the past.
now,we all have grown up and know how to take care of ourselves.
most importantly,i'll protect you and take care of you when you're old. that's my promise.
and i know it's never too late to say i love you,mum. i'll study hard and make you proud.
=))
but both of us know.. we need each other support.
you told me the reason and said sorry for being harsh to us sometimes.
it's ok. let the past be the past.
now,we all have grown up and know how to take care of ourselves.
most importantly,i'll protect you and take care of you when you're old. that's my promise.
and i know it's never too late to say i love you,mum. i'll study hard and make you proud.
=))
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
obsession
don't know why i'm so crazy in it recently. don't think too much and go sleep,esther song. hahaha!
ruined my anatomy CA2.. last chance,final.. must work for it!!
again,gonna hide in the lib every single day. sigh... nov please come faster,i wanna go home.
comedy sketch! pretty cool. i like to see people smile and laugh.
i like the way you smile especially when i'm the reason behind it.
so everyone give me wide smiley............... :D
thanks for the hug,lyn. it's supportive and powerful enough to drag me back from darkness.
you're a special friend of mine so far.. i'd say
ruined my anatomy CA2.. last chance,final.. must work for it!!
again,gonna hide in the lib every single day. sigh... nov please come faster,i wanna go home.
comedy sketch! pretty cool. i like to see people smile and laugh.
i like the way you smile especially when i'm the reason behind it.
so everyone give me wide smiley............... :D
thanks for the hug,lyn. it's supportive and powerful enough to drag me back from darkness.
you're a special friend of mine so far.. i'd say
Monday, October 4, 2010
no sorrow is greater than despair
pick up the broken pieces and move on.
slowly,i need some time.
pray and listen i do..
slowly,i need some time.
pray and listen i do..
Sunday, October 3, 2010
救命！
i don't wanna study!
urgh.. forgot to check my air ticket. now the price goes up already! sickening.
didn't get enough sleep recently. Lord,help... =((
mentally stressed out.
and i successfully forced someone to say i miss you. *proud*
LOL
zzz
didn't get enough sleep recently. Lord,help... =((
mentally stressed out.
and i successfully forced someone to say i miss you. *proud*
LOL
zzz
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
a penny for your thoughts?
my netbook is here. wait,it's in kuching. hmmmmmm.. can't wait to see my lil babe.. :P nov,go home!!!
missing someone each day becomes easier because even though you're one day further from the last time you see them,you are one day closer to the next time you'll see them. =))
i miss you,kuching!
missing someone each day becomes easier because even though you're one day further from the last time you see them,you are one day closer to the next time you'll see them. =))
i miss you,kuching!
something i wish to squeeze into my unconscious state
when you don't feel pain,you're more prone to injure yourself.
according my experience,this happened once.
and yet,AGAIN. the stupid feeling!
so since i know it,i've decided.. to end this before it goes out of control and hurt people including myself.
i didn't know it would be so torturing. urgh! shooooooo
well,i wish i don't jump into conclusion too fast,just put it aside and observe.
focus and study...
you're like a dream. so close yet so far. when the alarm ring,i'm awake.. thats it.
there's no ending and no matter how hard i tried,i can't never go back to the same dream again.
this is what you call. you can't control.
an indescribable feeling. only God knows whats wrong with me.
according my experience,this happened once.
and yet,AGAIN. the stupid feeling!
so since i know it,i've decided.. to end this before it goes out of control and hurt people including myself.
i didn't know it would be so torturing. urgh! shooooooo
well,i wish i don't jump into conclusion too fast,just put it aside and observe.
focus and study...
you're like a dream. so close yet so far. when the alarm ring,i'm awake.. thats it.
there's no ending and no matter how hard i tried,i can't never go back to the same dream again.
this is what you call. you can't control.
an indescribable feeling. only God knows whats wrong with me.
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