ups and downs

last sunday was a relaxing weekend i've ever had. ivy,my sister and i went to kbox to SOL(sing out loud) hahaa.. we had a great time. it was really really good to do that once in a while. hahaha.. too bad,ah ying couldn't join us.

after that,my sister and i went to da jie's house since her 'parents-in-law' weren't around kuching. muahahahaha!! watched genious go go go and ate lotsa crisps there!!! yiiipppeeee~ and lou po called far from kl,we chat for like nearly three hours. goodness~~ slept at 2am,can't remember when was the last time i go to bed so late. @.@""

it's monday,back to normal life... i'm always good at switching my mode. i really wish that i can start of a week with a bright smile but i couldn't. i don't seem to enjoy my job that much recently. i don't feel appreciated when comes to facing children. sigh... i got nobody to share my problem,no one can teach me what to do and how to do. =(

我要唱歌！！！

有的人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了。-遗失的美好-

想回到过去 -回到过去-

我也不想让心痛对我予取予求 -今晚你想念的人是不是我-

除了你之外的空白，还有谁能来教我爱 -失落沙洲-

有些人值得等候，有些悲伤值得忍受 -ps 我爱你-

发现原来我也有脆弱的时候 -两败俱伤-

相处会比分开还寂寞 -猜不透-

我的快乐要被认可，委屈却没有人诉说 -如果你也听说-

爱不够爱你的人才受罪 -失恋万岁-

我痛说不出来 -爱一直存在-

你有权力情绪化，你不一定要坚强 -没有那么爱他-

惯性背叛，还天真的希望我应该体谅 -惯性背叛-

一天一点让后悔教会我怎么能够忽略你感受 -127日-

若那一刻重来，我不哭 -我爱他-

你一直问我的心到底在不在 -你为什么说谎-

你的微笑是一个暗号，我能解读那多美好 -另一个天堂-

自以为抓着痛，就能修成爱的果 -身骑白马-

蜡烛点了，寂寞亮了 -祝我生日快乐-

寂寞要自己负责 -柠檬草的味道-

人生几何能够得到自己，失去生命的力量也不可惜 -我只在乎你-

回忆不再受制于我，我承认 -我的回忆不是我的-

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don't stop loving

don't stop loving God,
don't stop loving your family,
don't stop loving your friends,
don't stop loving people around you.

don't stop loving as it keeps your heart beating... meaningfully everyday,every minute,every second.

start from a smile. =))))

before i go to bed,i always think.. did i do anything good to glorify God today?? and the answer seems to be a bit simple and consistent. praise God, i smile to at least 10 people today. =D

back to hurt

i read a book. and there's this interesting phrase.

-some people can't tell where it hurts. they can't calm down. they can't ever stop howling. -

why do people have this kinda of thought? in which you don't know where it hurts and yet you can't stop crying??

in certain point,i believe that everything happens for a reason but sometimes not. things just happen without any reason or we're simply too ignorant? hmmmm.. that keeps me wondered.

the more you care,the more you get hurt? i don't know,that's the only answer i can figure out now. hahaha.. in my case,it goes that way.

HURT = PAIN = STUBORN

have you ever been hurt by sb? that's what my churchmate asked me that day. i find it quite interesting and thought of sharing here.

i answered my friend : no,i don't hurt ppl so ppl don't hurt me lo. hahaha! (hopefully no)

well,maybe yes.. i mean of course i get hurt and hurt ppl before. just that i don't seem to remember very clearly. i'm very sorry for the 'hurt ppl' part. as for myself, i can be very angry at that moment. after some time,i'll just let go. one thing very good about me is that i'm a very forgetful person. i tend to forget things very quickly. guess it serves as an advantage in this way. haha.. hey,anger harms ones health. just relax ok? go sleep when you're upset.. it helps. xP

anything happen,happen for a reason. you're merely torturing yourself by just looking at the negative side. everything has good and bad,it's all depend on you. =)

so,are you afraid to let go?

我爱这句

一段恋情的结束，当你被伤得很深时，并不完全代表你爱得很深或是他爱你很深，只是你遇到不对的人吧了。

还有，那种恋情也是最深刻的，因为人都是记仇的。只是记得，不是不舍得

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i'd nvr felt so lousy before!!! kids pissed me off!!!!!

@!%@^%$&^#@%$#@$@!^%(&*()^&^

ahluuuu~ i'm dai. my master is this stupid blogger.

the only time i feel upset. *emo-ing dai*

i want sayang!

beh song-ing(without any reason)

life's been hectic lately. lotsa things to do!! clean the backyard,bathe my dog,teaching,talk 3 8,do those o chi pa la epf,myKad,bank card thingy. but,WHY?!?! why am i still feeling so empty??? really don't know so susah for who. haizzzz

menopause maybe.. hehe xP

I'm

B.O.R.E.D.

十五的月~~~亮，照在家乡，照在远方~~~！happy chap goh meh,people!

突然很想念不在身边的姐姐和朋友。月亮啊月亮，如果他们也在看着你，可不可以帮忙传达我的思念与祝福呢？

下一站，幸福结束了。真的有幸福到，有想要恋爱的感觉哦。=）