不能说的事情

有很多话不能说

也不知道怎么表达

又是哽在喉咙

心里很重很重

唉~~~

Long day

Tired.

6:45am straight until 5pm.

I don't want to have gastric problem

But can't help

I can't eat during clinical posting

Hate the pain.

Have been standing for many many hours

My legs sore too.

Exhausted.

Nurses are so noble,respect them.

I really do wish someone would actually talk to me

Tell me,everything is going be fine

I guess I have to tell and comfort myself

over and over again...

专注

认真专注吧

因为我喜欢那思考的声音

是那么的宁静

因为我喜欢那坚决的眼神

是那么的投入

确确实实可以忘了

很多不可告人的痛

谷底

宽恕和坚持是世上最难的事，真的。

走到这一步，我不知道该怎么办

one song on repeat

all night long

When there's no one to trust

There are plenty of voices in this world telling us that we are going to fail.

But if we keep our attention to the Lord and His word, and trust in Him, we will succeed.

-quoted-

I still have GOD.

一个字“闷”

这里的日子又闷又热

就像这刚泡的麦片

健康瘦身但却没滋没味的

我每天很像就是反复的洗澡，跑步，睡觉

闷死了~~~~~~~~

突然有种感觉，这里挺适合养老的

把每天都当成是最后一天来过

那不是等死？

choi choi choi...

唉，别再cancel我的课了，好吗？

我真的很闷

应该这样的

如果爱，请深爱

若不爱，请释怀

Strong and constant is my Love

From the story of Footprints in the sand

"....Why,when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?"

The Lord replied, "The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you."

贫穷贵公主

不是我要担心

但全副身家剩下不到三百块

那滋味还真是不好受

PTPTN

为什么你这样对我？？

Nooooooooooooooo

Swallowed one kfc twister,one double colonel burger,one cheezy wedges,and a cup of pepsi.

OMG,fat die.

KFC staff miscount the burgers.

We ordered two,they gave us three

So I makan.

Fat fat fat.

Oh well,what is eaten is eaten.

:b

A coursemate of mine

rarely exercise last time

Nowadays,everyday go jogging

drag mai me go jogging

Look at her,then look at myself

URGH...

FAT and LAZY...

PS : the temperature is hiking.

Dear grandpa sun,do us a favor.

we really need to slim down to wear cheongsam...

CCN fault.

T.T

Silence kills

Some people are just so quiet.

How can they make it?

I mean when you read someone blog,

watch some exciting movies,

visit a new place,

having so much fun

etc etc etc...

How can you no telling others?

I understand sometimes we do feel tired

don't feel like talking

But some people can just keep quiet for like forever

Perhaps forever still not long enough to describe them

How can they tahan silence?

Curious curious curious...

Btw,met him in the library

He still so talkative and funny...and of course sarcastic

His smile still so cute

nice guy

Last time I wish that I can marry a guy like him

You know,when I feel tired,wish to listen to someone talking to me

叫思念不要吵

体会

我假装过去不重要，却发现自己办不到。

这条路为什么越走越孤独？

Repent

Make me a channel of Your peace

Where there is hatred,let me bring you love

Yesterday marked the beginning of Lent season.

40 days to Easter.

It is the most graceful period of the year

Repent and believe in the gospel

God,accept me and don't abandon me

I'll be a good girl this year

:)

30度c

平均每天30度c的

吉兰丹

伤不起啊~~~

Pretend to be healthy.

It is definitely a challenge for not taking meat for two days and the following two days.

4 days of detox is going to end on Ash Wednesday

Good start for lent season I guess.

My body is craving for meat,man.

Rare experience but feel great.

Hit the field. :)

Good day,finally.

The best clinical posting ever!

Nicest facilitator!

When you don't stress,we don't stress.

Thanks for being a good teacher,Dr Radiah.

We learnt alot from you.

Awesome,my phone get to go online already!

So excited,being able to talkbox with my family!

Oh my,I miss them...

Well,not really but hehehee...

glad to hear from them

Their voice calms..

Even the tedious laboratory practical sounds ok.

THANK GOD!

我的神秘世界

被单里有阳光的味道

也有奶奶一针一线缝制的温暖

这就是为什么我爱睡觉

也许有一天，我会在梦中遇见你

你，在天堂过得好吗？

First day of school

Welcome to second year second semester

First day of detox,no meat for three days

Well,not difficult since our cafe provide vegetarian food

First briefing and lecture

No more first-day-no-lecture crap

Everything is back to normal

RUSH~

Time table,pack..

How pack?

Everyday 8am-5pm except clinical day and Sunday

Clinical day no more half-day-relax luxury,afternoon 2-5pm lab practical

Imagine that,6:30am have to be in the wad then afternoon got class

No comment...

Sunday is my happy day then,8-1pm only. :)

Two days of ko-k,Monday and Wednesday

Straight after class 5:15-6:45pm

It is like working for so many hours each day

I can't imagine how busy I can be

But I know I can do it

Just do whatever I need to do,have to do on spot

As long as procrastination doesn't kick in

I will survive this semester

Funny thing

I told my coursemate

government or anyone,you better pay us high/compatibly

Or else we'd feel so IMBALANCE inside

Honestly,my friend of my age already working

sitting in the office,earning monthly,spending own money

buy car,travel,having fun

YET

I'm still studying and work for the hospital for free

I don't get a single cent for clinical posting,honestly.

I'd appreciate that if they pay me

Definitely more motivated

:b

Good luck for me!

I will put in my best.

Self checking,always

Most important,trust God and glorify Him.

:)

I need You,Lord.

Helped two person today in the airport.

God has blessed you so that you can be a blessing to others.

There are many things I don't understand at first

but you show me the right way to touch life.

Lord,I don't know what lays ahead me

I definitely feel so insecure recently

but I believe that nothing happens without your permission

and I know you never failed me

Thus I offer my hands to you

grant me inner peace when I face whatever barrier in front of me

give me your strength so that I can overcome it

not for anything on earth but to follow your heavenly will

to glorify you,to manifest your glory to others

so that they know,you're the Way,Truth and Life

Smarter next time.

Campus internet is pathetic.

I was using wifi hotspot on my phone.

I thought they are connecting using my phone as router

as simple as that.

And WOW,FAST like rocket.

I was very syok there...

Hey wait..

Suddenly,I checked my balance.

Dang,rm20 gone in like 5 mins?

I was like STOP THAT DAMN CONNECTION THING!

Haiz...

netbook is slow like snail

And I don't know it is my netbook or the internet connection

Hell yeah,

I'm back and this place is so sick.

Someone please make me feel better,please...

sienz

They are two kind of people annoyed me

not punctual

keep changing plan

And I encounter all this in a single day.

another thing,

if you think 'I miss you' is a greeting

you have downgrade the value

say it when you mean it

long time no see and I miss you are two different thing

get it right

for me,I miss you means you wanna see me

you wish to talk to me

not something you just bla out from your mouth

without second thought

prove it.

sometimes even friends annoyed you.

Whatever it is,put God first.

Why do I ever trust you again?

It takes two to tangle.
I might be wrong but I don't deserve the whole blame.
Or maybe I should be because the biggest mistake I've ever done
is to trust you.

It takes years to build but it takes a second to destroy it
TRUST.

Forget failed me

When I reminded myself

not to think too much

I end up feeling empty

Ignore something doesn't make it disappear

Memories fade,feeling lingers on

and it is so strong and lasting

Now,

I'm changing into another way

Maybe to replace it with something more meaningful

and worth it.

Yeah,I'm trying...

I'm not sleepy at all...

I've killed 8 mosquitoes in total.

And screw you,insomnia!

Urgh

Health status

Serious hormone imbalance

Severe headache mixed with nausea

Mood swings

Tight chest

Sudden abdominal pain

Insomnia(it is killing me when I can't sleep)

Physical pain especially shoulder and back

PS : MENSTRUATION,Y U NO COME????

There are some moments that I wished I'm a guy!!

let go to get more

when I fed my dog this afternoon, I realized something.

First I gave him a biscuit,he caught it and keeping it in his mouth. Then,I wanted to give him second piece,he wanted to grab it but couldn't. He so reluctant to give up the first one. I was saying stupid,let go so that you can have more. He jumped jumped and jumped. When I tried to take d first biscuit from him,he ran away. Funny dog.

well,think of it. Most of the time,we're not willing to let go what we have in hand even when it hurts. Because we always think that it is mine,why should I give up? Sometimes thing is just not meant to be. Or maybe God just want us to put aside sth for awhile and let d right thing fall together. well,time to be smart and open up.. maybe life is offering sth more and better. Only if we let go of our past..

没有理所当然

世界上有很多事是徒劳无功的

但，绝对不是理所当然的

好累哦

我是连生气都不会了吗？

还是懒得生气？

累了吧。。

好讨厌他，她，它哦

讨厌一个人好累

更何况是世界本来就很多

烦人的事

犯贱的咀

闲等的人

专门来气你

气炸你

气死你

哇哈哈哈哈

对不起

今天，我没心情鸟你

Let's go to the beach

<3

有感而发

不管你做得多好，还是有人不喜欢你

不管你多糟糕，还是有人关心你

你没有我想像中完美

我也没有你想像的卑微

我的部落格不是没有人看

而是少数会欣赏

我不是胖

只是瘦得不明显