great monday! i just feel happy eventhough i'm busy.

wake up with enthusiasm,
go to school with smiley,
speak to others gently,
sharing cake with love,
watch drama series happily,
read book quietly in the library,
do homework with determination,
go to bed with a short prayer.

thank God,my monday isn't that grey as usual for You've love me. =)

失败多几次就习惯了..cheh,风凉话!! 可是仔细想想，其实也没什么大不了。每一次的得失，就多了一份领悟。自己其实也没有很认真地看待过那件事，又怎么奢望得到好成绩呢？沉淀了两天，想通了。也很开心，踏出了第一步。希望那不仅是一步，未来还有很多很多路要走。低谷时陪在我身旁的朋友，谢啦！ 激起我的斗志的老师们，谢啦！或许现在说这些还言之过早，可是我会用行动证明的。。一定！！
跌倒了，就站起来！再跌到，再站起来！我要当个不倒翁！！！除非我放弃了，不然谁也休想打倒我！
小小公仔，大大领悟！！

人生一大耻辱

我要给esther pass 所以才给她那1 1/2分的。什么？酱的话你也说得出来！！就算是，也别当着全班说嘛！！！ 而我，尴尬得说：傻人有傻福。试图想要为自己找个台阶下。最后，给我找到你没改到的一题，加了两分。真是老天有眼！！那，还你，你还欠我1/2分！！我告诉你-我，宋慧珊不需要你的同情！！我要在STPM证明给你看！！！！！！！！！你的恩我会感激，同样的，你给我的耻辱，我会一辈子记得以警惕我自己！！！！！！

拭目以待

拭目以待
曲／唱：林倛玉
詞：小寒

A1第一次的過失 才發現 心中有把真理的尺
勇氣它原來這裡開始
　
A2 每一次的得失 決定著 我明天是什麼樣子
塞滿理想的城市淚水變成了奢侈
微笑是對自己的懂事

B1 我願意拭目以待
去等待每份色彩
拭目以待我打造什麼未來
時間是個郵差 按時遞送題材
我的夢我主宰你最明白

A3每一次的錯失 會發現 緊握空拳頭的手指
緊握的是跳躍 的堅持
　
A4 偶而會有迷失 決定著 人的幸福最後地址
成長沒有方程式跟隨真心的聖旨
你是我 最值得的固執

B1 我願意拭目以待
去等待每份色彩
拭目以待我打造什麼未來
時間是個郵差 按時遞送題材
我的夢我主宰你最明白

B2 拭目以待
去期待每份精彩
拭目以待那是怎樣的未來
我用雙手撐開 天空 每片的陰霾
我的夢我主宰風雨不改

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i realised that i might have overlooked something these days. it seems like i have taken certain things or certain people for granted. i always think that it's absolutely all right for your friends to care about oneself and as a person,we have right to choose and reject anything that doesn't come our ways. well,the fact is people get frustrated if being neglected too often. i'm sorry for the hard feeling that i've caused them and serve me right for being lonely during some of my hard time. i'll change,just that i need time. =)

i'm stuck to singapore dramas recently! -.-||| booo.. school reopen soon which means no more 'boiling dvd porridge' after this! must rush to finish my crime busters x2 before school reopen. hahaha.. sometime i wondered why i can finish 8 to 9 chapters of drama a day but not a single page of biology within a week. =X

don't know

i don't know what i want. i didn't achieve what i'm suppose to achieve. i'm uncertain about my future. i can't sleep and i have to be up for a morning tuition tomorrow. i'm having a bad headache out of no point. i wish to get drunk but i dislike alcohol. i wish to lose some weight but end up eating lotsa rubbish food. i ought to spend my holiday wisely as in do some studying or revision but computer and television caught my attention. i used to enjoy the silence of night but it seems like torturing me at this moment.