我选择原谅自己

每一次，我习惯性地找遍了各种借口，说服自己做得不够好。可能这次我真的错了，不是错在做得不够好，而是没能相信自己，原谅自己。如果连我都质疑我自己的努力，有何资格要求人们接受我呢？所以我选择：接受，原谅，放下自己。放下种种的不满，放下好胜的心态，给自己一个新的机会认识自己和身边的人。爱人的勇气，必须从爱自己开始。爱主，爱人，爱己，缺一不可。学习爱人，从心出发！

不是很好的一天

作了这么多，换来的却是深深的埋怨。。何必呢？今天我说了，我希望听到一声谢谢。朋友却说那你不是要人家的回报吗？也许吧，也许我高估了自己，自以为是地认为我不需要赞美。只想要小小的安慰和支持，难道很难吗？就算你们不体谅，可不可不要挖苦我呢？想了想，其实我也没什么资格生气，也没什么好气的。可是脑海还在反复的，重复的想着那件事，精神不佳，还差点撞到人。有些话我选择保持沉默，别把实话说破。看来我需要一点时间平静下来，好好的想清楚，值得不值得。

something about the camp

since some1 post an entry about the survival thru adaptation camp thingy! i might as well say something about that! 1st of all,the kakak there really cooked very nice meals for us! i loved the chicken feet dishes! yum! wish i can get back there someday.. =)

the facilitators also did a very good job. they planned alot of interesting games for us. they said they will do something diff which is - climbing tree! yea right!! something very extreme for me.. because i'm scared of height -.-""" and i told my sister after the camp,about this climbing tree thing.. you know how she sampaikan to my mum? she told my mum : mmy,you know or not? mu zhu hui shang shu(which means pig also know how to climb tree) -.- don't care,i only know i got bodyache after that activity! lolx i didn't really get down from the tree but jatuh from the tree instead. -.- the rest,still ok.. so i won't talk much about that. hahahhaa

at night,we played sth called police and thieves. not bad.. i had lotsa fun! hahahahahha

overall,it's a nice camp.. not too long,ngam ngam ho! hehe..

rojak feeling

chem,26% 0.O what????!?!?!?! i studied so hard,yet... disappointed but i won't give up!!

i passed my maths....2!! whheeeeee~ so happy! xP

pa, ppr2 second high! buay bai pun! muahahahahhaha! should put in more effort! :P

muet not bad also! wahahahahhahahahahhahaha

我喜欢

反复听着同一首歌。这样就够了。

不是

不是我喜不喜欢，而是有没有必要。读也死（梗死），不读也死（肥佬死）。唉~~~我无从选择。

人说：尽力就好。为何我总觉得尽力了还是不够好，难道还有比尽力还要尽力的动词吗？那不是很够力？为何生物学可以滔滔不绝地诉说人类甚至一切生物的运行，却无法告诉我要如何把那一切放进脑海里？？冰冻三尺，非一日之寒。也许我的尽力，总是最后一分钟的尽力吧！看来我也得收拾自己，和它慢慢培养感情了！想一想，我有哪一次考试，不是这么说呢？！ 哈哈！祝我好运咯！

i wish

i wish i have a room.. my own room where i can do anything in there. online,cut and paste,painting,playing,singing,reading.. wooohooooo,syok!

btw,i love staying up late these days. enjoy the silence of the night,BEST.. i know that only happens when i slept too much in the afternoon. xP i made a card just now,for no reason,no body. just syok myself in doing something 'meaningful'. wahahahhaha! i wish i'm happy and satisfied like now everyday(too greedy? ok,almost everyday. :D) with all i have, i praise God

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阳 : 妈，有蟑螂！
大姐 ： 妈，有很多蚊子。
我 ： 所有的蛇虫鼠蚁都出来了！！
大姐 ： 难道要地震了？


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