my confidence is crushed after what had happened recently. i'm very disheartened and disappointed. it was rather dark memont and it can really get to you if you're not careful.
i was given a chance to redo my muet. but,i think there's no point to do so since i was just trying to 赌一口气. if you were me,what would you do?
i can't accept the fact that i'm just a average,normal student. but the reality is staring me in face. i've failed. failed to reach the high target that i've set for myself. and i'm extremely upset. i started to doubt about myself. i realised that the more i care about my result,i can't perform well. i think of failure and all sort of difficulties before i tried. those unhappy experience haunted me.
think of this : people tend to shut themselves in a cramped space. over time,their perspective becomes narrow. a little setback will seem like a big disappointment to them. one should walk out of that cramped little space. there's no point staying on if you've grown weary. slowly,you'll become a person with no passion for what you're doing.
let your inclinations guide you,don't set a too high goal for yourself,you'll be happier that way. all is not lost,there's always chance. i won't give up!
God says : "my grace is all you need,for my power is the greatest when you are weak." i am most happy,then to be proud of myy weaknesses, in order to feel the protection of Christ's power over me. i'm content with weaknesses,insults,hardships,persecutions and difficulties for Christ's sake. for when i am weak,then i am strong.
-2 corinthians 9,10-Amen!
