peaceful weekend.

i like my simple life now. wake up,read newspaper,see cactus,go yam cha with my mum,do homework,poh moi,blogging.... i had done part of my mathematics. somehow i could feel that i accepted it as part of my life..slowly. =) good sign.

why no people online one?!?! i'm so so so so boring!!!! anyone?? talk to me!!! ask me out le!! hello~!~!~!~!~!~~~~~~ boooooooo -.-

btw,it's easter vigil today!! Our God has risen,alleluia~!!! going to church tonight. candle candle!!~ praise the Lord~ praise the Lord~ praise the Lord~

出头天

陪老妹去领了她的薪水。不是很高。老爸唠唠叨叨地说着她被骗。一天做足12个小时，算起来1个小时还不到rm2的工资，是有点欺骗的嫌疑咯。回到家，大姐说了一句，不好好读书就是这样的了。不是很认同，因为我一直认为生命的价值不在于你赚多少钱。可是如果没有钱，真的快乐起来吗？难道金钱是快乐的本钱吗？很多有钱人也不见得多快乐呀。还是那句 ：知足常乐。=) 我相信她的老板娘应该没有要骗她的意思吧？是我太笨吗？可是我相信各人有各人的难处的啦。身为员工的就好好地为老板卖命吧，做老板的也不要亏待自己的员工咯。大家和平相处不是好？天主也会祝福的。但愿天底下所有为梦想而努力的人，都有出头天！！皆大欢喜就好。xD

homework homework homework

geez.. mathematics kill! i wondered why people love mathematics. oh well,probably because the satisfaction of getting the correct answers after so much hardwork. mathematics can really kek si lang. some question you do until half death still can't get the answer but some ppl can do it within a few seconds. i need someone to enlighten me!!!

forget about maths. talk about the dinosaurs in my class. lol.. these 4 dinos absolutely bring lotsa laughter to the class. two very blur,one very cincai,one very cool. lol.. many ppl cannot tahan the 2 blur dinos and end up teasing them.. hmmm,interesting.. xD

it seems like many people are getting ready for their public exam.. that forces me to work hard also because don't want to be left out!! ppl,DENG DENG Oh AH!!! >.<

a friend

i got a friend. she's very confident,helpful,simple and easy-going. before you get to know her,you might think that she's proud and you can sense the pride far far away. probably because of her confidence and background. but when you get to know her,she's actually a very nice person to chat with and you'll gain something unexpected. "problem can be solved because they are problem ; those which you can't solve are trouble. so don't trouble trouble." "life's meaningless,that's why we live to seek for the meaning of life" quoted. honestly,I'm attracted by her confidence and 'philosophy'. hahaha! for me,she's a wise and unique person. =) hope she can achieve what she want and be happy always.

我选择原谅自己

每一次，我习惯性地找遍了各种借口，说服自己做得不够好。可能这次我真的错了，不是错在做得不够好，而是没能相信自己，原谅自己。如果连我都质疑我自己的努力，有何资格要求人们接受我呢？所以我选择：接受，原谅，放下自己。放下种种的不满，放下好胜的心态，给自己一个新的机会认识自己和身边的人。爱人的勇气，必须从爱自己开始。爱主，爱人，爱己，缺一不可。学习爱人，从心出发！

不是很好的一天

作了这么多，换来的却是深深的埋怨。。何必呢？今天我说了，我希望听到一声谢谢。朋友却说那你不是要人家的回报吗？也许吧，也许我高估了自己，自以为是地认为我不需要赞美。只想要小小的安慰和支持，难道很难吗？就算你们不体谅，可不可不要挖苦我呢？想了想，其实我也没什么资格生气，也没什么好气的。可是脑海还在反复的，重复的想着那件事，精神不佳，还差点撞到人。有些话我选择保持沉默，别把实话说破。看来我需要一点时间平静下来，好好的想清楚，值得不值得。

something about the camp

since some1 post an entry about the survival thru adaptation camp thingy! i might as well say something about that! 1st of all,the kakak there really cooked very nice meals for us! i loved the chicken feet dishes! yum! wish i can get back there someday.. =)

the facilitators also did a very good job. they planned alot of interesting games for us. they said they will do something diff which is - climbing tree! yea right!! something very extreme for me.. because i'm scared of height -.-""" and i told my sister after the camp,about this climbing tree thing.. you know how she sampaikan to my mum? she told my mum : mmy,you know or not? mu zhu hui shang shu(which means pig also know how to climb tree) -.- don't care,i only know i got bodyache after that activity! lolx i didn't really get down from the tree but jatuh from the tree instead. -.- the rest,still ok.. so i won't talk much about that. hahahhaa

at night,we played sth called police and thieves. not bad.. i had lotsa fun! hahahahahha

overall,it's a nice camp.. not too long,ngam ngam ho! hehe..