Bad day

 No matter how good you’re or how bad you’re, you will still be mistreated someway somehow. The problem is how do you like yourself to be? How comfortable you are while dealing with yourself, not much about people, not much about the environment. People can love you now, hate you the next second. Even weather change at times. Are you gonna dwell in anger, anxiety, sadness, negativity? let it exhausts and eventually destroy you? 

#你还要折磨自己多久 #hatergonnahate

 至22岁的自己

嗨，你好！这是十年后的你给你写信。和你想象的一样吗？放心，十年后的你，虽然没有大富大贵，但依然如愿的当上一位护士，在新加坡政府医院上班。 偶尔焦虑，偶尔激励，时而发呆，时而发光。这些都是生活的馈赠，至少现在是自由自在，无忧无虑的。放心去飞，去享受每一刻。现在流的汗水泪水都在灌溉未来，那朵小花。那朵不为任何人而盛放的花，坚强的绽放着芬芳，心里向阳，就像朵向日葵。虽然没有世俗定义的玫瑰耀眼，也没有夜来香的迷人香气。但你就是你呀，世界唯一独一无二的你。你一定要好好爱自己，好好珍惜身边的人事物。当你的生命来到尽头时，你会感觉有他们真好。 真的不需要很富有，很有钱，也千万别盲目的追求财物，那是个大陷阱。切记切记，健康的体魄，开阔的心，自由的灵魂， 爱你的，你爱的，都安好，就很好。

一切都是最好的安排，有主陪着

爱你的32岁的自己，继续努力得把生命篇章写好写满

你明白我的自卑吗？
你了解我的脆弱吗？
你知道我多孤单吗？

心烦

带着懒洋洋的身躯
我又要去上班了
不知道为了什么
忧愁它围绕着我
真的感觉想放弃了
为什么，在这快要毕业的时候
才有这该死的感受！！
烦

伤心

难过的一天
挨了骂
午餐又进蚂蚁
满心期待想吃的沙丁鱼又没吃到
回来又跑来跑去的
累死了！！
我要吃抹茶蛋糕啦~~~~
我想回家啦~~~~~~~~
T.T

Hmmm

I wondered if God is trying to tell me something?

i hate this

dysmenorrhea
why you never leave me alone

SAUNA

I'm sitting in my room
and SWEATING LIKE MAD

#globalwarmingorwhateveryoucallit
#damnhotweatherevenatnight

STUPID LA...

Extremely angry now!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....
I just bought yesterday
One ticket RM99, today it becomes RM39
What the....
URGH!!!! SO STUPID!!!!!
STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY,WHEN I'M SO STRESSFUL
THIS KINDA STUPID THING HAPPENS!!!!

Being a nurse is..

Being a nurse is tough, especially during "those few days" in your month..

You can feel the ache of each centimeter of your muscle especially your back and feet

You can feel your emotion starts to swing, one moment you're high, another you're sad worried and insecure

You feel your gastric juice gushing out and you got gastric pain so frequent yet you still hatta work

You were blamed for your wrong but nobody will remember your good except certain cute and friendly patients

You feel happy and satisfaction when your patients discharged and wish that you'll never see them again in the ward

and most importantly everytime you have some little sign and symptoms of illness for example headache, you suspect you have brain tumor and start imaging doctors doing burr hole or intubate you,surrounded by 10++ medical and nursing students...

URGHhhh...

Nursing nursing, why did I make such decision? 

I'm bored,that's why I wrote this.

想你的时候
我只能不停做事，打扫
然后，再想你。。。

心宽体胖？

如果那情绪可以被控制
我就不会肥到像只猪一样

哈哈哈哈
#我听见寂寞邀我吃东西~~~

When you stress...

My CI said..

You need to pray,you need to talk to God.

Just another bad day.

The glasses of my watch is cracked.
WHO DID THAT???

I lost my tupperware bottle AGAIN.
I think it was left in the cafe.
Hopefully still can find it thou I know chance will be very small.

Many things have to be edited for my research
280 respondents for my sample size.
Oh God,save me.
WHERE GOT SO MANY PREGNANT WOMEN AROUND???

Brochure and video clip...
I'm FORCED to do quasi-experimental study
Wow,sounds cool,right?
Damn, I don't even know what the heck is quasi-experimental.

Wanted to buy some food for supper.
purposely drive there after mass.
THEY ARE NOT SELLING IT TONIGHT!!!

Back, there is this big cockroach crawling on my table
SHIT SHIT,run here and there
KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After a tough fight,GO TO HELL YA DIRTY  BUG!

ps: why is this stupid internet doesn't let me post this!!!???
T.T
*deep deep depressed*

想家

其实想念是最痛苦的一件事了
我真的很怕，只怕想家。
好难过哦，怎么办？

大姨妈和proposal presentation

很像有点压力，紧张了
不停得感到焦虑不安
不停的看戏，做家务，打扫房间
洗衣，熨衣服
搞到自己腰酸背痛的才甘愿
该留点体力上班和练习明天的presentation了

不过，房间变干净了。。
好开心哦
哈哈 ：)

老娘可是杀了三只蛛蛛，赶走一条壁虎的
不打扫还好，打扫了原来我住在盘丝洞
蜘蛛网灭，头发灰尘再见~~~

#成就感

SAD

Suddenly feeling down to the valley
Don't ask me why
T.T
<////3

SATU orang

一个人，真的不知道该
说什么
作什么
吃什么
看什么
想什么

不过，听听王力宏的歌
很舒服

People who read this

You're beautiful and I love you.

我只是不想失去你

如果你知道结果是失去，你还会珍惜吗？
有朋友说，就是因为结果是失去，才要珍惜
况且世间有什么是永恒的呢？
不珍惜，不坚持就什么都得不到了
不是吗？