finallyyy

charity sale is over.. muet exam is over.. phew! i admit that i didn't do well for my writing paper but LOOK FORWARD and MOVE ON,there's nothing much can be done. put aside anger and disappointment,i shall stood up to be a tougher person. being in fully stress and pressure these few days kills. thank God,it's over now! hehe.. actually i'm quite thankful for a bunch of helpful friends. without them,i'm nothing. my cooperative group members,a very good job done. *thumbs up* for those who stood by my side,thank alot. may God bless you all just like He had blessed me. no matter what,have faith and be gratitude.

ngaiitiiii.. the weather. thou i'm not a 'candle princess',i also feel like melting lo.

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sigh..

she's leaving to miri next week. sighh.. i don't want this to happen but what to do?!?! i should be happy and supporting what she had decided but.. sighhh.. unhappy and still i can't accept it. thinking that no one will chat with me till midnight,keeping me company to church,share my sorrow and happiness. the empty bed besides mine,the cold room,the silence makes me feel so uneasy each night. as long as you're happy,i'll be happy. will always keep you in prayer. the sisterhood still there,just that we're no longer staying together all the time. i need time and everything will be fine.

life's challenging i should say. my brain have to fight against my emotion most of the time. and i'm experiencing a bad mood swing today. geez.. i feel very upset and gloomy now. argghhh,i better deal with it as soon as possible. it distracted me and i feel so discouraged doing anything. lousy day! =(

经过那条两旁都是大树的路，
忘了哪棵是我小学种的了，
不经意个个都长得比我高了。

我不爱开车，
车子虽开得回许多老地方，
但我却回不到那美好童年。

记忆中的小学生活是多么的逍遥自在。。。

I DOn't WANT TO SLEEP

oh no!! i feel sleepy again!!!! yawn~~ why do i seem to have insufficient sleep recently?!?!!? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! afternoon sleep,night cannot sleep. next day,the same thing happens. 恶性循环

procrastination. i better get my things done. Zzzzz.. tired tired. and i missed my friends. it has been a long while since i last saw them. the board on my table...made me think of those good memont. do you miss me just like i miss you? sighhhh...

peaceful weekend.

i like my simple life now. wake up,read newspaper,see cactus,go yam cha with my mum,do homework,poh moi,blogging.... i had done part of my mathematics. somehow i could feel that i accepted it as part of my life..slowly. =) good sign.

why no people online one?!?! i'm so so so so boring!!!! anyone?? talk to me!!! ask me out le!! hello~!~!~!~!~!~~~~~~ boooooooo -.-

btw,it's easter vigil today!! Our God has risen,alleluia~!!! going to church tonight. candle candle!!~ praise the Lord~ praise the Lord~ praise the Lord~

出头天

陪老妹去领了她的薪水。不是很高。老爸唠唠叨叨地说着她被骗。一天做足12个小时，算起来1个小时还不到rm2的工资，是有点欺骗的嫌疑咯。回到家，大姐说了一句，不好好读书就是这样的了。不是很认同，因为我一直认为生命的价值不在于你赚多少钱。可是如果没有钱，真的快乐起来吗？难道金钱是快乐的本钱吗？很多有钱人也不见得多快乐呀。还是那句 ：知足常乐。=) 我相信她的老板娘应该没有要骗她的意思吧？是我太笨吗？可是我相信各人有各人的难处的啦。身为员工的就好好地为老板卖命吧，做老板的也不要亏待自己的员工咯。大家和平相处不是好？天主也会祝福的。但愿天底下所有为梦想而努力的人，都有出头天！！皆大欢喜就好。xD

homework homework homework

geez.. mathematics kill! i wondered why people love mathematics. oh well,probably because the satisfaction of getting the correct answers after so much hardwork. mathematics can really kek si lang. some question you do until half death still can't get the answer but some ppl can do it within a few seconds. i need someone to enlighten me!!!

forget about maths. talk about the dinosaurs in my class. lol.. these 4 dinos absolutely bring lotsa laughter to the class. two very blur,one very cincai,one very cool. lol.. many ppl cannot tahan the 2 blur dinos and end up teasing them.. hmmm,interesting.. xD

it seems like many people are getting ready for their public exam.. that forces me to work hard also because don't want to be left out!! ppl,DENG DENG Oh AH!!! >.<

a friend

i got a friend. she's very confident,helpful,simple and easy-going. before you get to know her,you might think that she's proud and you can sense the pride far far away. probably because of her confidence and background. but when you get to know her,she's actually a very nice person to chat with and you'll gain something unexpected. "problem can be solved because they are problem ; those which you can't solve are trouble. so don't trouble trouble." "life's meaningless,that's why we live to seek for the meaning of life" quoted. honestly,I'm attracted by her confidence and 'philosophy'. hahaha! for me,she's a wise and unique person. =) hope she can achieve what she want and be happy always.