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2012-02-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

Whatever it is,put God first.

Why do I ever trust you again?

2012-02-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

It takes two to tangle.
I might be wrong but I don't deserve the whole blame.
Or maybe I should be because the biggest mistake I've ever done
is to trust you.

It takes years to build but it takes a second to destroy it
TRUST.

Forget failed me

2012-02-12T23:34:00.003+08:00

When I reminded myself

not to think too much

I end up feeling empty

Ignore something doesn't make it disappear

Memories fade,feeling lingers on

and it is so strong and lasting

Now,

I'm changing into another way

Maybe to replace it with something more meaningful

and worth it.

Yeah,I'm trying...

I'm not sleepy at all...

2012-02-12T03:53:00.002+08:00

I've killed 8 mosquitoes in total.

And screw you,insomnia!

Urgh

Health status

2012-02-12T01:53:00.006+08:00

Serious hormone imbalance

Severe headache mixed with nausea

Mood swings

Tight chest

Sudden abdominal pain

Insomnia(it is killing me when I can't sleep)

Physical pain especially shoulder and back

PS : MENSTRUATION,Y U NO COME????

There are some moments that I wished I'm a guy!!

let go to get more

2012-02-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

when I fed my dog this afternoon, I realized something.

First I gave him a biscuit,he caught it and keeping it in his mouth. Then,I wanted to give him second piece,he wanted to grab it but couldn't. He so reluctant to give up the first one. I was saying stupid,let go so that you can have more. He jumped jumped and jumped. When I tried to take d first biscuit from him,he ran away. Funny dog.

well,think of it. Most of the time,we're not willing to let go what we have in hand even when it hurts. Because we always think that it is mine,why should I give up? Sometimes thing is just not meant to be. Or maybe God just want us to put aside sth for awhile and let d right thing fall together. well,time to be smart and open up.. maybe life is offering sth more and better. Only if we let go of our past..

没有理所当然

2012-02-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

世界上有很多事是徒劳无功的

但，绝对不是理所当然的

好累哦

2012-02-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

我是连生气都不会了吗？

还是懒得生气？

累了吧。。

好讨厌他，她，它哦

讨厌一个人好累

更何况是世界本来就很多

烦人的事

犯贱的咀

闲等的人

专门来气你

气炸你

气死你

哇哈哈哈哈

对不起

今天，我没心情鸟你

Let's go to the beach

2012-02-05T01:58:00.001+08:00

有感而发

2012-02-03T16:24:00.002+08:00

不管你做得多好，还是有人不喜欢你

不管你多糟糕，还是有人关心你

你没有我想像中完美

我也没有你想像的卑微

我的部落格不是没有人看

而是少数会欣赏

我不是胖

只是瘦得不明显

女大要十八变

2012-01-30T10:49:00.002+08:00

童鞋们，年也过得七七八八

谁要加入我的七十二变行列，

减肥，增高，美白，留长发

变美，享瘦，人见人爱，车见车载

这是个漫长的战争

要相信梦想

坚持梦想

实现梦想

梦想不是等待的名词

而是努力坚持的动词

相片中的你笑得如此灿烂

2012-01-30T02:12:00.004+08:00

看着照片，成长的岁月，

让我回忆过去，憧憬未来....

失眠的夜晚，还好有照片陪我，

一张张，是我们都回不去的从前

也因此，爱上摄影

时间不为谁停下，哪怕是一秒

那就用照片记下那时的感动吧

如果你也和我一样

相信那时的心动

此时此刻，你会懂的

My heart aches.... :'(

2012-01-20T23:07:00.003+08:00

Dad brought us out for shopping.

Not productive thou.

A little kid choked in the shopping mall.

In fact,I don't know what happened.

There was crowd and the child's dad was shouting his name.

The kid became so weak all in sudden.

Me,called myself student nurse

didn't stand up to do something.

I was freaked out.

What happened to me?

I just stood there and watched.

No,I didn't even dare to look at him

The kid cried after his dad did something

My dad asked me,could it be asthma?

ain't you nurse should do something?

I didn't dare to admit,I was very terrified...indeed.

Can I call myself a nurse then?

I know,if this is a test,I've failed entirely...

Lord,what is the message behind this?

When my aunt fell sick last time,

I didn't dare to visit her

I heard the illness has turned her into a very horrible state

Then I know

I'm afraid of illness

Today's incident makes me realized that

I'm so afraid of dealing with life/death

The fear is deeper than I ever realized...

Lord,I lift my fear to You.

Bless the child,I beg thee...

Anyway,I'm glad to be home

but sick of the house drama

I wished I can turn off how I feel

But now,I just wanna face it.

I know,when something good happens,bad is tagging along

This is my cross,that I have to shoulder

for lifetime

I heard God whispered don't be afraid,I'm with you.

I've stopped asking why,but to trust God.

I just wanna trust God.

I just need to trust YOU.

With You Lord,I'm strengthened and empowered.

Give me spirit to go thru all this...

Bless my parents,I beg thee

Although I'm home,

I don't feel good now.

面对爱情

2012-01-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

完完整整把它看了3篇

女人啊

期待又怕受伤害

不是吗？

浪漫的爱情

几时才会轮到我？

*发花痴中*

wakakakkakakakaa

2012-01-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

微笑不累，生气才累；

单纯不累，复杂才累；

相思不累，单恋才累；

相守不累，独守才累；

相爱不累，相残才累；

专情不累，滥情才累；

友情不累，私情才累；

真诚不累，虚假才累；

纳友不累，树敌才累；

无私不累，自私才累；

得失不累，计较才累；

身累不累，心累才累；

分享不累，独享才累

2012-01-17T14:09:00.003+08:00

总觉得少了点什么

是我多心了吗？

Truth or Dare

2012-01-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

Somebody asked me

Who is your best close friend in this campus?

I was like,

you guys lo... and CUS lo.....

She asked again,

Choose one,only one.

Then,I said I used to have one,not anymore.

Total creepy silence....

Do they know anything?

When are we going to end this topic?

I shouldn't answer this question in the very first place.

Sounds Weird.

2012-01-15T13:17:00.002+08:00

You might look strong in front of people but I know deep inside you,you wish to be protected. I'd be there for you always no matter what happened. All because I love you.

Nothing is bigger than God

2012-01-15T00:56:00.003+08:00

Was so depressed.

Thank God for a friend far at hometown.

A pair of listening ear,

more than enough.

And can't stop laughing at that msg.

Oh my,who can be this cute except this friend of mine.

especially the 'U r js dreaming,go back to sleep'

LOL

All the best for tomorrow exam,Esther Song.

May the spirit of God be with you.

Sendiri wish sendiri bah! hahahaha

Feel better! Ready to fight!

I mean sleep....first

2012-01-14T22:44:00.001+08:00

STUCK

Lost

2012-01-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

Teach me how to deal with this.

I don't feel like doing anything

I'm not excited toward the thing that used to make me happy

I don't feel sad,I don't feel happy

I don't feel anything

It is like I'm dead,non-living

I feel extremely tired

I'm not the usual me

I avoid crowd

I cannot think

While I'm writing,there is always sudden blank

I don't know what's wrong with me

It is bothering me...

I can't think properly

Dear little brain,what trick are you playing?

You can't escape tomorrow exam

NEVER.

Just be nice to me k?

Please...

CCN

2012-01-14T18:06:00.003+08:00

Mew and Jes are taking initiative.

It seems like I'm over worried about CCN.

Oh well,first time holding a high post.

God knows how heavy is the burden on shoulder.

Anyways,I shall learn to trust more.

just a little bit more...

On the other hand,

she is giving me alot of excuses

I don't know what is she thinking..

I tried my best to help her but

she disappointed me many times.

Probably I need more patience

when dealing with this kinda people

You know,not very productive person.

Tell me

2012-01-14T15:34:00.004+08:00

If there is just a fine line between love and hate

Does it mean they are equal?

How much you love,when it ends,you gonna bear that much of pain

Why do I have to go thru all these pain over and over again?

Do I deserve that?

love=pain?

Can't I just accept it,I've lost you forever?

Why is this stubborn heart aching?

How are you,friend?

2012-01-14T02:29:00.003+08:00

It is awkward when I asked W,how are you and C?

It is more awkward when she asked how are you and LM?

LOLx

Aiya ya.. thing seems to be a little bit complicated now.

Well,I always believe that it takes two to tangle

and to untangle.

God has a plan for us.

Have faith

Another meaning of LET GO

2012-01-14T01:50:00.004+08:00

Did I tell you Vampire Diaries made me think alot recently

Forget about the addiction part.

There is this something Jeremy Gilbert said in the series

In which he confronted Damon

Asking him why he erased his memory of Vicki

Damon said it was to make him feel better

to free him from all the past pain

a part of he was told to do that by Elena,her sister

Everyone thought it is the best way to solve problem

to forget about everything and move on

However,

Jer told him,it doesn't,

Erase his memory never make thing any better

because he just couldn't remember why and what thing happened in the past

BUT he could still feel the EMPTINESS

this line strikes me like...

I don't know

It is like I can feel how he feel

When bad thing happens

we always say LET GO

It doesn't mean FORGET AND FORGIVE

NO,we all know

We couldn't just forget about it and move on

It is not the whole point.

God wants us to learn from it

learn to Forgive and pick up ourselves

So that we can start to LOVE and GIVE again

Then,time will eventually help us to forget

no matter what

We don't have to do anything to make/force ourselves to forget

Memories fade,feeling lingers

Part of life

Yeah,life

I'd describe it as piano

if the white key is happiness,the black one is sad

Most of the time, we use the white one

Slowly,you'd realized the black one compose songs too

Sometimes it makes a song COMPLETE

Same goes to our life

When there is happiness,there is sadness

There is up,there is down.

Life...more to discover

More than we ever know.

Misinterpretation

2012-01-14T01:31:00.003+08:00

Even sometimes people misinterpret what I meant...

I never really tell them straight in face

HEY,YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG!

Because I find it hurtful

how you phrase your sentence is your problem

how I interpret it is my part

I realized the difference and I respect it

Anyways,not biggie

We just have different sense of humor.

Come Holy Spirit

2012-01-13T12:19:00.001+08:00

Come Holy Spirit

Fall on me now

I need your anointing

come in your pow'r

I love you Holy Spirit

You captivating my soul

and everyday I grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart

you hold my life in your hand

drawing me closer to you

I feel your power renew

nothing compares to this place

where I can see you face to face

I worship you in spirit and in truth

Beautiful song.

Compliment

2012-01-13T01:02:00.003+08:00

Uncle told me :
Hey,you know what? My wife loves you,she said you're sweet.

In my whole entire life,I've never heard someone saying I'm sweet. Big compliment. *beams* Aunty Gina is a kind woman. I mean she and Uncle Francis are good people. I don't say that because she praised me but indeed they are nice to everyone they met. Thou Uncle Francis likes to tease us,he treats us just like his own children. Aunt Gina did told me I'm sweet personally. Well,I didn't take it seriously that time b'cause I thought she was just joking. It seems like they have been discussing about me,ain't they? Hmmmmmmmmm... awkward but anyways,being compliment is cute and yeah,heartwarming. :)

They make my day.

heart

2012-01-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

Reason for study

2012-01-11T18:39:00.002+08:00

To pass is to be a nurse

To excel is to be a GOOD nurse

I have to be responsible for my choice

my future profession,my clients

Keep moving!

Tired

2012-01-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

Feel like going to church

Well,not only church,any quiet place will do

Fatigue handling earthly stuff

To be exact,to score to please "don't know who"

No,I'm neither sick nor emo

I'm tired.

Need some quiet time.

Need a hug maybe...

习惯坚强

2012-01-11T13:10:00.003+08:00

因为从小没有人保护

所以我变得很坚强

I...mess up everything

2012-01-10T22:27:00.004+08:00

I wondered how I manage to pass and ace my CA and OSCE.

I didn't even have the notes.

OMG

I'm terrified now.

And the internet have to suck at this time!

LET ME PRINT MY NOTE PLS!!

4 units paper,don't want to fail

most importantly,don't think I'll be that lucky again.

SIGH...

2012-01-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

人对情感的渴求是否那么重要？

2012-01-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

不要太在意一些人，

不要太在乎一些事，

順其自然以最佳心態面對；

因為這世界就是這麼不公平，

往往在最在乎的事物面前我們最沒有價值。

New addiciton

2012-01-09T20:55:00.001+08:00

Vampire diaries is creepy

and why am I watching it alone?

Get me so paranoid and suspicious these days.

WTH

Birthday,no party?

2012-01-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

Friends asked :

Where you wanna celebrate your birthday?

When you wanna celebrate your birthday?

How are you going to celebrate your birthday?

What would you like for your birthday?

Hello,it is my birthday k? Please put in some effort and make me anticipate on it k? I never show that what I like kah? It is not like I gonna complain or anything... As long as I see sincerity and hearts,everyone have fun. That's what I wish to see...

What's wrong with me don't want to disturb you all during exam time? I'm being fussy again? IF you're serious about it,just plan sth or might as well don't do anything... I know it is troublesome to throw a party or sth. Just make it simple...

So pls,stop asking me HOW,WHERE,WHAT and WHEN!!?? Make decision for me,at least once k?

OMG

I beg you,please don't ask me anymore.

放过我吧~~~~~~~

2012-01-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

And I should thank the person who provoked me.

I'll learn and be strong...

Consequences

2012-01-09T01:56:00.002+08:00

Almost there.

Read read read! @@

When was the last time sleep late?

School event,then studies...

As for this time,

I swear I'm not going to do this anymore.

EVER!

It is torturing.

I hate myself for putting myself

in this meaningless situation.

Stupid and arrogant pig,SLAP!

I'm over you

2012-01-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

You knew everything about me, and you used it to crash me.

Worth it?

我不解释

2012-01-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

了解的人，不必解释

不了解的人，何必解释

Why are you so near yet so far?

2012-01-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

I don't mind being fat,

be the dustbin,

eat all the leftover

and nag by mum.

Just let me go home!

Vampire diaries

2012-01-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

This series had my heart.

This is bad.

NOooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Somehow make sense

2012-01-07T15:02:00.003+08:00

Listening to Taylor's

Imagining the peppermint ice-cream

Lazy afternoon....

p/s I want the peppermint ice-cream earrings! Delicious looking,babe.. hahaha

My ice-cream factory!

2012-01-07T14:43:00.000+08:00

Peppermint chocolate chip ice-cream! -with Om Nom

2012-01-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

"You're the first person I want to talk to when I wake up, the last person when I fall asleep, the one to share good news with, the one to be upset with. I love you."

Reach Out,Touch Life

2012-01-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

"I tell you, whenever you did this for one of the least important of these brothers of mine,you did it for me" Matt 25:40

I'm happy to serve for when I'm able to give,I've received more that I deserve.

Thank you,Grace for inviting.

It was a blessed afternoon.

我想家

2012-01-05T18:40:00.003+08:00

和妈妈聊了一下

发现我的福建话退步了

知道家里换了水管

一听老妈说，老四找布要抹风扇

我就……不会吧？她发烧啦？还烧得满严重的？

原来……

妹妹谈恋爱了

家里多了一个真的阿四

妈高兴地说着妹老欺负人家

叫人家作这个那个的

四小孩，拍拖没有告诉我！

回去你就知道

妈可乐了

多了个女婿帮忙整理家

唉~

突然有种很孤独的感觉

小妹也有着落了

我的缘分，你在哪里呢？

哈哈

读书吧~~~

Slowly

2012-01-05T13:03:00.001+08:00

Same phrase,different people say it

Big difference.

Thank you. :)

I'll work harder

and can't wait to talk to you again

I know

it is not the time yet,

It's ok,I'll wait...

Agitation

2012-01-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Yeah,that is how I studying now!

I hatta pinch my upper lip to avoid my teeth from contacting my ulcer

Damn ulcer,do you have to bother me so much at this moment?

Everything seems so wrong tonight!

OUCH

Starry starry night

2012-01-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

Today,the sky full of stars,

Someone told me that

when it is dark enough,you can see the stars

That is what pull me through during darkest moment of my life

Today finally I've seen the stars

How nice if I own her room

in which I can just lie down on the bed and enjoy the sky

Don't envy,'coz not much people willing to leave their notes

step out from their rooms and spare a few mins looking at the sky

My eye is the best camera,capture good memory and store it.

Your heart is the sky,beautiful yet mysterious...

For a moment,I've totally lost myself in it.

In this starry starry night,

I found peace and calm..

He has risen

2012-01-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

I really suck at handling "LOSS"

especially someone who I know

I asked God,after we die,where are we heading to?

Well,like usual...no answer

as in no voice is heard.

My heart doesn't know the answer

When I was about to keep my bible,

I saw a few bookmarks

Yeah,they are lovely

I remember,they were given by Connie before I came here.

Then I saw this...

He has risen

".... I will come back and take you to be

with me that you also may be where

I am. You know the way to the place

where I am going."

John 14:3,4

Heaven does exist?

Jesus is there?

But the bible tells me so

I'll let the Spirit guide me then.

I choose to believe...

Uncle must be heading to the place where Jesus stay

Back to Daddy God's home.

One day,all of us will unite there...

RIP

多少有点遗憾

2012-01-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

要珍惜每一个人

每一个在你身边的人

也许下一秒，他就不在了

原本想去KL看你的

可是。。。来不及了

安息吧，姨丈！

time to study..

2012-01-02T19:52:00.001+08:00

I was too bored.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Blow the dust on my bible and start to read

2012-01-02T17:50:00.005+08:00

Today's reading says

Obey the spirit teaching and remain in union with Christ.

While the gospel says

I'm the voice of someone shouting in the desert. Make straight the path for the Lord to travel.

Seek advice from the Spirit and take John as the role model.

Amen.

Good start,reading the bible.

Yeah!

It is simple

2012-01-02T14:41:00.000+08:00

A thousand years

2012-01-02T12:07:00.001+08:00

Christina Perri

For a moment,I started to believe in

LOVE

again

Travel and take photos

2012-01-02T11:22:00.003+08:00

Love my header!

Someone sms-ed me ask about my new year resolution

I replied... "I wanna get a single room and decorate it."

HAHAHAHAHA!

However, today I woke up,

I was thinking...

Love God. Love People. Love Myself.

Maybe that is the correct way I should be heading to

Anyway,my wish always,full time changing one.

Let it be according to God's will then.

Meanwhile,

I just hatta complete what I'm suppose to complete today

and sit for my exam properly!

Yeah,Good day ahead!

SIGH

2012-01-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

Sigh...

Patient...patient....

I tried not to think it a bad way

but they seriously annoyed me la

Patient...patient....

Phew~

How cute my roomate sms-ed me

to ask me to go study when I just lay my head on my bed

sorry dear,was too tired/piggy...

I suggest you to drag me out of my bed when I wanna sleep

but it is dangerous to do so,I might hate you for life man.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thing doesn't go according to my way

drift afar from my life

and I'm not a complete idiot for not knowing that

but what can I do.

Just hope that I don't show my emo-ness that obviously

I'm in pain!

Who knows?

T.T

SLAP

2012-01-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

The first thing I feel in 2012 is disappointment.

Of myself.

I feel bad and guilty man.

I'm having exam on 3rd and now I start to print my notes.

I can be more useless than this.

Urgh... Why am I so lousy!?

Damn,what am I thinking?

I must have lost my mind.

WAKE UP WAKE UP!

！！！！！！

2012-01-01T10:47:00.002+08:00

“光”的一声，我又醒了

许多不能解决的事就用沉默与微笑带过吧！

我也不想去思考太多

现在最不想想的就是想

也是我不知道要怎样逃避的

好乱哦思绪

好烦哦！

梦想

2012-01-01T10:16:00.004+08:00

突然有个冲动
三十岁想从商

可是。。。想当医生先

所以，2014年毕业

花三年努力赚钱

最快也要2017才可以继续深造

MBBS 五年，2022年才是个小HO

实习也不懂要几年。。。

看来要三十五才能当老板娘了

Action speaks louder than word

2011-12-31T14:02:00.004+08:00

You know a person love you deeply when he/she lose every little single game just to bear the penalties for you.

Appreciate them.

Lose and win never matters to me.

That's why I always lose... ><

Oh well,

As long as everyone happy.

The curtain tells the wind

2011-12-31T12:46:00.000+08:00

Only pig knows the piggy's secret.

Lonely lonely New Year...

2011-12-30T11:44:00.002+08:00

Things happened...

MOVE ON...

I don't feel alone when I'm one person

I feel alone when I'm surrounding by people

but I find myself so boring..

The more people surrounding,

the more lonely I feel

ZZzzz

2011-12-28T00:02:00.001+08:00

All they know is STUDY!

Why are they so boring????????

This place is so no fun!

午后

2011-12-26T14:19:00.002+08:00

爱是愚人的国度，看我们演得好辛苦。 =P

一个人也很好

神经病的我，下午12点去跑步

然后一个人坐了一个钟

风缓缓的吹

晒着太阳

不停的思考

我想我喜欢一个人享受

就这样不受打扰的午后

Anyway poem

2011-12-26T11:25:00.004+08:00

People are often unreasonable,
Illogical and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,
people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful,
you will win some false friends and true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you're honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,
someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,

It is between you and God;

It was never you and them anyway

In life journey, if you want to go fast, go alone but if you want to go far, go together with the people you love

Go back to December

2011-12-25T21:20:00.005+08:00

就像时钟，可以回到起点，但已不是昨天！
看回照片，心里还是有很多感动
今年的十二月，过得很有意义
明年会更好

Definitely the time I'd love to go back
But I can't
Memory worth cherish for life time!

Blessed day

2011-12-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

From this morning,sweet and warm chocolate tang yuan by a course mate
to unexpected OSCE result
to joyful church Christmas decoration
to relaxing acoustic singing with friends
to yummy satay and ice cream
last but not least,some free time to clear my unfolded clothes.

Today indeed a blessed day!
Thank You,Lord!
I'm happy

Church is home in Kelantan

那就这样吧

2011-12-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

好想消失到无忧无虑的世界里
那里是否有你

今早又梦见你了
心又沉了一下
整天都魂不守舍的

告诉自己
梦醒了，就不要赖床

或许在你对我客气的那一刻
我们已经不是那回事了

胃药

2011-12-20T12:48:00.001+08:00

乖乖吃药吧
要快快好起来哦！
:)

Hopefully the tears can bring away all the sadness

2011-12-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

People remember you when they need your car,your camera,your help...
Well,at least I still have value...
God bless people with kind heart,right?
I should have faith..
Try not to think that people is using me
but...SIGH 过不了自己那一关
Sigh,gastric is seriously making me feel bad.

Why am I always crying when I write my blog?
Why do I cry alot during this semester?
Why do I feel so burden when I'm blessed with so many things?
Am I selfish? not willing to share?
I feel miserable...
Lord,teach me what to do

:(

little updates

2011-12-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

You used to be so important to me.
But now,you're just another normal friend.
Mad,I did stupid thing when I'm angry.
Should not do that again.
I thought I won't forget,
but as the time goes by,
I've forgotten almost everything
Forgot the pain you give
Forgot the smile you put on my face
Time has slowly take its place
And I'm forgetting you...

BORNExtraOrdinary!
Borneo night has officially gone into history.
They cleaned the hall,removed the chairs and flower pots.
BYE~~~
The best memory I will cherish for lifetime.
Word can't express how much I 舍不得 borneo night.
Two inspiring people that motivated me alot
First,Pearl Cheah.. She is awesome,just as her production.
Second,Seah Shu Yen.. Responsible and committed. Best partner ever!
Both of them "stimulate" my kiasu-ness in a good way
and work real hard to achieve the thing I want.
And Thank You,daddy God.
I know You have blessed me alot!
All my exams,I got good score which I think I don't deserve.
Thank you everyone,each and everyone who stay by me during ups and downs.
I love you all!

If happiness is a choice,I choose to be happy.

2011-12-15T17:24:00.000+08:00

Peacefulness for Christmas.
I longing for...

Miserable week

2011-12-15T17:20:00.004+08:00

It is miserable..
I hate being here...
Sigh...
I don't dare to call my mum thou I miss her alot
Thought of the situation,I already started to cry.
Really can't imagine what would it be if I call her.
I need a shoulder to really cry out loud...

Why there ain't anyone listening?
I'm depressed... very
:(

Wipe my tears,
tomorrow will be just fine..
Yeah,God is always there...

Never been this stress before...
Oh God...
I....

Move on

2011-12-12T23:28:00.002+08:00

buat apa susah,buat apa susah,susah itu tiada gunanya...
><
when you emo,eat nasi goreng belacan.
Then you'll know life is not the worst.

I hate this!

2011-12-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

Don't you hate it
when you don't know how to start your work?

freak out

2011-11-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

Let me sigh...
I'll continue later...
:(

Why so many things?
>.<

Define selfishness

2011-11-27T10:47:00.002+08:00

No matter how close a person to you
sometimes you'd still feel like
they are selfish.
Oh well,definitely I am too
Nobody is perfect.
Once again,a phone call has ruined my day
Absolutely not a good way to start
It is holiday,man

I pray that everything will go smoothly
I pray for Your strength and inspiration
I'm not capable to do this but
with God,nothing is impossible
I just have to trust Him

Special Gift

2011-11-26T11:43:00.002+08:00

The most precious thing you can give to a person is
your TIME

Helpless

2011-11-23T20:59:00.004+08:00

I don't know who should I tell
but I think I screwed up my exam this morning.
Sigh...
Hopefully it wasn't that bad.

I feel miserable.
Who can I tell?

=(

Tomorrow another paper,
no matter how hard I tried to concentrate
I can't understand

My confidence is crashing...
What should I do?

One more day,
MOVE ON!!!

孤单是不是自由的附属品？

2011-11-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

她说，
若是我生病能让你的脚步停下来,
不用到处奔波,为人事物烦恼,我愿意生病

其实，
我害怕了
一个朋友对我太好
总觉得不现实
不靠谱

我要自由
独来独往
可是
又奢望有个懂我的人

我的脚步不想再为谁停留
但
希望我们迈着同样的步伐
朝着同样的目标
一起成长，一起加油！

别叫我停下来
陪着我前进
可以吗？
=)

我們喜歡的，

要么錯過了，

要么已經有主了；

喜歡我們的，

總覺得缺少一種感覺。

於是我們抱著追求真感情的態度，

尋找愛情，

可是總覺得交際面太窄，

沒有辦法認識理想的類型；

於是我們抱著寧缺毋濫的態度，

自由著，

孤單著……

值得

2011-11-21T15:59:00.002+08:00

釋然一顆心，

坦然一份情。

不管你樂不樂意接受，

不管你是否準備好接受，

也不管你是否有能力自控，

時間都會帶來許許多多或喜或悲的衝擊。

風也罷雨也罷，

你要做的、

你能做的就是以寧靜的心去承載，

以坦然的胸懷去面對

2011-11-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering...
physically and mentally

Sorry to make you cry

2011-11-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

She said I'm very disappointed of you.
For the very first time,I felt...really guilty
Maybe I've hurt her deeply.

Sigh...
Sorry....no cure.
I said it.
Hopefully we can forget about all these
and communicate more effectively next time.

I'm sorry.

Much to be learnt,I'm learning

2011-11-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

Struggling to understand
this world...
Society is like a mirror.
You smile to it,it smiles to you.
You scold it,it scold you back.
most importantly,it reveals what type of person you are.

难过了

2011-11-16T08:58:00.000+08:00

除了不开心，还是不开心

Post holiday

2011-11-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

Shoot,I forgot everything...
thanks for reminding
I feel pressure now.

ZZzzz

Take me home

2011-11-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

Feel like running away...
But don't know where can I go...

Let me go home,just for a while
to see my mum,my dog,my sisters...

I just miss them,very much

First step succeeded!

2011-11-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

Two people said I slim down already!
So happy to hear that!
HAHAHA!

I've done something impossible!
Now,I wanna do another impossible thing!
SCORE VERY VERY GOOD FOR TITAS!
In God,Thru God,With God,
there is nothing impossible.

FIGHTING!!

谢谢你

2011-11-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

那些年坐在我隔壁桌的女孩打电话给我耶
几温暖一下~
:)

2011-11-13T16:17:00.004+08:00

有种力不从心
夹着重重自卑的感觉

回忆，一直是我的弱点
没有人可以说
没有人可以让我放心地说
只好把它藏在被窝

我也想去看星星....

Attention

2011-11-13T11:15:00.004+08:00

When I'm quiet,
I wish that someone will constantly talk to me.
Or at least quiet together la.
Not ignoring me
or ask me whether I'm sleeping..
==

Btw,most of the time I'm quiet
because I find myself not fit into current situation
This is happening more often recently.

Shyt,I'm like a kid seeking for attention.
How stupid is that!

Dear dad,

2011-11-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

Just realized that couldn't write anything especially emo thing in facebook anymore
He has been asking alot recently..
He has been asking TOO MUCH
I received at least 5-6 calls per day...
Every little single thing,he'd call and ask.
I know he cares but I don't like it..

Anyways,
he's dad...
and I shouldn't take things for granted.

Have a safe trip to China,dad!

Shoot,what wrong with my stupid mood!?
URGH!
I should go to bed now.

孤独原来是这样的

2011-11-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

只是哪怕周围再多人
感觉还是一个人

为什么我会变得如此“灰”？？
我都快不认识自己了

:)

2011-11-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

迷失自己

2011-11-09T10:17:00.001+08:00

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A new day

2011-11-09T09:54:00.002+08:00

I know it is another brand new day
I'm not excited about it
Knowing everything gonna repeat just like yesterday
It is an ordinary day.

This morning,
You came and printed your notes,
I know you don't want to trouble me.
But thank you,at least you guys thought of me
when you need help.
"Thank you" will do.
Free of charge

Like it when you touched my head
and said
"又瘦了"
是心疼我吗？
"我带你去吃早餐吧!"
:)

One of my friend text me this morning,
it seemed like she's asking for help
but I wasn't sure.
It was a complicated feeling
between help or not to help
I still called her after that,
relieved coz everything goes fine.

I'm always willing to help
as long as I can
as long as I don't think that you're using me

Thou sometimes I might think more
I wasn't giving willingly
in the end,I'll still help
I bet everyone does...

Lord,check me when I murmur
like now..

O

2011-11-08T20:32:00.001+08:00

my "O" inherited from my dad.
xD

sang dot com

Why do I ever trust you again?

Forget failed me

I'm not sleepy at all...

Health status

let go to get more

没有理所当然

好累哦

Let's go to the beach

有感而发

女大要十八变

相片中的你笑得如此灿烂

My heart aches.... :'(

面对爱情

Truth or Dare

Nothing is bigger than God

Lost

CCN

Tell me

How are you,friend?

Another meaning of LET GO

Misinterpretation

Come Holy Spirit

Compliment

*heart*

Reason for study

Tired

习惯坚强

I...mess up everything

New addiciton

Birthday,no party?

Consequences

I'm over you

我不解释

Why are you so near yet so far?

Vampire diaries

Somehow make sense

My ice-cream factory!

Reach Out,Touch Life

我想家

Slowly

Agitation

Starry starry night

He has risen

多少有点遗憾

time to study..

Blow the dust on my bible and start to read

It is simple

A thousand years

Travel and take photos

SIGH

*SLAP*

！！！！！！

梦想

Action speaks louder than word

The curtain tells the wind

Lonely lonely New Year...

ZZzzz

午后

Anyway poem

Go back to December

Blessed day

那就这样吧

胃药

Hopefully the tears can bring away all the sadness

little updates

Miserable week

Move on

I hate this!

freak out

Define selfishness

Special Gift

Helpless

孤单是不是自由的附属品？

值得

Sorry to make you cry

Much to be learnt,I'm learning

难过了

Post holiday

Take me home

heart

SLAP